Well.
It was a lovely sunny day today and I felt awesome!
Went for a meeting with my tutor today and she gave me some good pointers about my dissertation so I'm finishing that off this week.
I bought these boots
Well I say bought, I put them on my store card which is so awful but i do it all the time.
I've been looking at them for ages, I just had to have them
I'm pretty miserable now though, I'm home alone with no real motivation to do anything. Next door are beyond loud, screaming and throwing themselves against the walls. Why can't boys have a party without a fight?!
Anyway, I'm getting a little sick of my BF, we barely talk any more, he was at a funeral today so I txt him saying to gimme a txt when it was all over. I txt him about 8 asking how it was and was he still there and he said no he was in the pub... ok that's fair so I say about having a good meeting with my tutor etc and he doesn't bother to responded so I message him a little while later and he says he's drinking with the boys and can't talk. Fine but we never talk, no matter what he is doing he can't be bothered to talk to me and then if I don;t immediately txt him back or answer the phone he kicks off.
Really annoying me at the moment. I went for some drinks the other day with my bessie Ellen and we got pretty drunk and she said "you don't like him enough to stay with him forever" and she's right. why bother. I;d try to talk to him about it but he will just get mad and say things like "you seeing someone else? guilty conscious" and possibly swear at me which I don;t really appreciate. He's not a bad guy at all he's just boring, he never used to be. We used to have loads of fun but now he barely even gets out of bed except to smoke a joint or get paralytic on a friday night.
Anyway we will see what happens.
Stuff is kinda miserable I guess. I used to be best friends with this girl, I basically lived at her house and we did everything together. We used to get in her VW and drive off to random places just cos we could. When I came to uni I went home to see her all the time and she visited pretty often. Then she got with this guy who is loads older then her and now we barely talk. She came down to see me recently and spent the whole time freaking out co he didn't txt her. I know stuff changes and people move on but she used to be so independent, so alive and now she i just his little wife. We loved this band Cocorosie, they are amazing and never tour in England but she txt me the other day saying they were coming near to us and that we should go. I said yeah of course then she txts saying her boyfriend is coming. He hates them, he has said many times he thinks they are rubbish but she cannot be away from him so he is going. When I say i don't really wanna be the third wheel she says fine and we can do it another time. There will never be another time, they won't come again. So that is pretty shitty.
What a whingy blog.
In other news I am so skint it is unreal. Loan comes through on monday so I can live it up then. Probably with shopping and veggie lasagne with Claire.
So life is boring poor and alone - fun times
Brawl x
It was a lovely sunny day today and I felt awesome!
Went for a meeting with my tutor today and she gave me some good pointers about my dissertation so I'm finishing that off this week.
I bought these boots
Well I say bought, I put them on my store card which is so awful but i do it all the time.
I've been looking at them for ages, I just had to have them
I'm pretty miserable now though, I'm home alone with no real motivation to do anything. Next door are beyond loud, screaming and throwing themselves against the walls. Why can't boys have a party without a fight?!
Anyway, I'm getting a little sick of my BF, we barely talk any more, he was at a funeral today so I txt him saying to gimme a txt when it was all over. I txt him about 8 asking how it was and was he still there and he said no he was in the pub... ok that's fair so I say about having a good meeting with my tutor etc and he doesn't bother to responded so I message him a little while later and he says he's drinking with the boys and can't talk. Fine but we never talk, no matter what he is doing he can't be bothered to talk to me and then if I don;t immediately txt him back or answer the phone he kicks off.
Really annoying me at the moment. I went for some drinks the other day with my bessie Ellen and we got pretty drunk and she said "you don't like him enough to stay with him forever" and she's right. why bother. I;d try to talk to him about it but he will just get mad and say things like "you seeing someone else? guilty conscious" and possibly swear at me which I don;t really appreciate. He's not a bad guy at all he's just boring, he never used to be. We used to have loads of fun but now he barely even gets out of bed except to smoke a joint or get paralytic on a friday night.
Anyway we will see what happens.
Stuff is kinda miserable I guess. I used to be best friends with this girl, I basically lived at her house and we did everything together. We used to get in her VW and drive off to random places just cos we could. When I came to uni I went home to see her all the time and she visited pretty often. Then she got with this guy who is loads older then her and now we barely talk. She came down to see me recently and spent the whole time freaking out co he didn't txt her. I know stuff changes and people move on but she used to be so independent, so alive and now she i just his little wife. We loved this band Cocorosie, they are amazing and never tour in England but she txt me the other day saying they were coming near to us and that we should go. I said yeah of course then she txts saying her boyfriend is coming. He hates them, he has said many times he thinks they are rubbish but she cannot be away from him so he is going. When I say i don't really wanna be the third wheel she says fine and we can do it another time. There will never be another time, they won't come again. So that is pretty shitty.
What a whingy blog.
In other news I am so skint it is unreal. Loan comes through on monday so I can live it up then. Probably with shopping and veggie lasagne with Claire.
So life is boring poor and alone - fun times
Brawl x
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