Been feeling kinda blah lately.
I haven't really been keeping up on my diet and exercise. I've been fluctuating for a bit, but I haven't gone back over 200lbs (which I have promised myself I will never let happen again, unless I'm pregnant, lol). It just feels like I have next to no will power at the moment. I eat what I want, when I want and as much as I want. I mean, I'm not being a total glutton, but I should know better. I do know better, but I've just been giving myself a free pass cuz of how restrictive I was just before Halloween. However, I should be back on track by now, but I'm not.
I've had some thoughts about the whole situation though. Like, I haven't had pop since February of this year and have been able to stick with it, but why can't I do the same thing with chocolate and junk food and stuff like that? Why am I so lazy that I can't even use my Shake Weight for the recommended 6 minutes a day or do sit ups during commercials when I'm watching TV?
We're going to Florida again in January of next year, so that's gonna be my motivation this time. I'd like to be down a full 50lbs from what I was the last time we left. I know it's gonna be hard, but I'm determined. And the fact that I was able to fit into my Baby Doll costume for Halloween makes me feel like it's actually do-able.
So, I'm really gonna have to get my shit together real soon and hopefully I'll have a better post next time. : )
I haven't really been keeping up on my diet and exercise. I've been fluctuating for a bit, but I haven't gone back over 200lbs (which I have promised myself I will never let happen again, unless I'm pregnant, lol). It just feels like I have next to no will power at the moment. I eat what I want, when I want and as much as I want. I mean, I'm not being a total glutton, but I should know better. I do know better, but I've just been giving myself a free pass cuz of how restrictive I was just before Halloween. However, I should be back on track by now, but I'm not.
I've had some thoughts about the whole situation though. Like, I haven't had pop since February of this year and have been able to stick with it, but why can't I do the same thing with chocolate and junk food and stuff like that? Why am I so lazy that I can't even use my Shake Weight for the recommended 6 minutes a day or do sit ups during commercials when I'm watching TV?
We're going to Florida again in January of next year, so that's gonna be my motivation this time. I'd like to be down a full 50lbs from what I was the last time we left. I know it's gonna be hard, but I'm determined. And the fact that I was able to fit into my Baby Doll costume for Halloween makes me feel like it's actually do-able.
So, I'm really gonna have to get my shit together real soon and hopefully I'll have a better post next time. : )
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order_from_chaos:
This is definitely the time of year that the blahs can attack. I know I'm battling my share. But keep an eye on the positives (like the halloween dress success) and just what you can. Good luck!
kts:
Don't be so hard on you self bad habits are hard to break and you are on the rite path . And you are absolutely beautiful . And you will get down to where you want for you trip .