im such a dork. just spent the last 15 minutes putzing around with my card reader. want to know why it wasnt reading the memory card? i put the damn thing in upside down.
meh.
well...its early in the AM and I have been up for about an hour. which sucks because i am really tired. im just not sleepy. and my body is hella...
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meh.
well...its early in the AM and I have been up for about an hour. which sucks because i am really tired. im just not sleepy. and my body is hella...
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its going to be a good day...scratch that...a GREAT day! i can feel it already.
i have a couple of hours before i go to pick up my daughter from school. the drive up last night was good, i reviewed my japanese lessons on the way.
its been good seeing my friend and catching up on the past several months. and its always nice to...
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i have a couple of hours before i go to pick up my daughter from school. the drive up last night was good, i reviewed my japanese lessons on the way.
its been good seeing my friend and catching up on the past several months. and its always nice to...
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yetimike:
sounds fully righteous and excellent! i've got a fun-filled weekend ahead too, i hope!
jay_blank:
so, Pittsburg was a success? I look forward to hearing about it on Wednesday...
Yeah, I'm around Sat and Sun next weekend. Thurs and Fri are kind of planned up right now.
Yeah, I'm around Sat and Sun next weekend. Thurs and Fri are kind of planned up right now.
ohayou!
watashi wa nihongo ga tskotsi wakari mas.
jonzu ja ari masem.
as if i didnt have enough on my plate, ive started learning japanese. im sure my spelling is abominable but the translation was, "good morning. i know a little japanese. i am not very good."
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watashi wa nihongo ga tskotsi wakari mas.
jonzu ja ari masem.
as if i didnt have enough on my plate, ive started learning japanese. im sure my spelling is abominable but the translation was, "good morning. i know a little japanese. i am not very good."
i downloaded an e-audio course from the library and i do my lessons in the car on the...
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jay_blank:
Yeah, I'll be around.....I have nothing doin that weekend. Sounds cool.
phoenixgirl:
I would love to learn Italian, but it just seems to hard, good for you for keeping up with wanting to learn, and I think its awesome that your daughter has that artistic ability...do we get to see any of her work?...too bad her mom doesnt support this...and i love the little emoticons, I just wish they would offer us some new ones. 
so i will be 35 in less than a month and i think its time that i face the cold hard truth. yes folks, it would seem i have lost a step.
i took a lot of time to reflect on a lot of things this weekend. and strangely enough, even though i was up until 4 something on saturday/sunday and took a sleeping pill...
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i took a lot of time to reflect on a lot of things this weekend. and strangely enough, even though i was up until 4 something on saturday/sunday and took a sleeping pill...
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phoenixgirl:
getting old sucks sometimes, cant do shit i used to when i was a teenager....but on the upswing, i have become more aware of my life and thats what maters the most. 
connielingus:
I get those times when I feel I haven't accomplished enough at my age. It's disheartening.
And I am the queen of wasting hours with nill to show for it.
Good luck with maximizing your productivity.
And I am the queen of wasting hours with nill to show for it.
Good luck with maximizing your productivity.
im in need of something.
not quite sure what it is though. lately i have been getting ALMOST enough sleep. no real problems waking up and getting through the day. but im not feeling fully energized from a creative point. kind of like im stuck in 3rd gear...i aint holdin up traffic, but i cant get moving enough to slide into the left lane. i...
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not quite sure what it is though. lately i have been getting ALMOST enough sleep. no real problems waking up and getting through the day. but im not feeling fully energized from a creative point. kind of like im stuck in 3rd gear...i aint holdin up traffic, but i cant get moving enough to slide into the left lane. i...
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phoenixgirl:
I completely agree with you on awakening to the life around yuo, I am in that period of my life tight now, isnt it wonderful?.......and I hope the job thing goes well, I am actually ok in my job for the moment.
canuhandlethis:
Very insightful. I have those days too and you know what I do for a living. I think that would be great if you got the job with your friend. When one door closes, another one opens (since we are in philisophical mode). You have to have faith in life, otherwise you might as well just lay down and be road kill. I've worked in the industry you are currently in (adult)... I have a client in the industry anyway... but I'm on the other end.....marketing. Let me tell you after awhile you become very numb to things and nothing really surprises you anymore and sometimes you see an ugly side of the human race - but it's real. Thankfully I'm not with them full-time anymore (only part-time)and it has made a world of difference. I don't know how much you love what you do.... but that's just been my experience. BTW - you have a lovely wife.
I think that would be great if you got the job with your friend. When one door closes, another one opens (since we are in philisophical mode). You have to have faith in life, otherwise you might as well just lay down and be road kill. I've worked in the industry you are currently in (adult)... I have a client in the industry anyway... but I'm on the other end.....marketing. Let me tell you after awhile you become very numb to things and nothing really surprises you anymore and sometimes you see an ugly side of the human race - but it's real. Thankfully I'm not with them full-time anymore (only part-time)and it has made a world of difference. I don't know how much you love what you do.... but that's just been my experience. BTW - you have a lovely wife. i was on a borat/bruno/ali g/sacha cohen kick last night and had to share. enjoy.
ive reflected more annd more on the election process. i guess part of the reason why i said what i did the other day is that the whole thing has come to be a farce or a hollow representation of what it is supposed to be. i got so many...
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jay_blank:
I remember when I was 18 and had the opportunity to either vote in the 1992 election. I chose not to vote because 1. I didn't know the differences between the candidates, 2. I was 18 and had puss on my mind instead of politics and 3. Because I didn't want to throw away my vote, or, be responsible for voting for the 'wrong' person.
My HS girlfriends dad really came down on me for not voting. I was like, "Look, you can tell your daughter who to vote for and expect her to follow suit....but I'm not weighing in on something I don't know much about." So many people blindly pull the trigger on something they're ignorant of. And, even if you read every newspaper and internet article, the chances of you having a clear picture of what's REALLY going on is slim.
I definitely hear you on this. I'm just glad that having a Democratic congress will (should be) a blow to George W (I love Jesus) Bush's reign of terror.
My HS girlfriends dad really came down on me for not voting. I was like, "Look, you can tell your daughter who to vote for and expect her to follow suit....but I'm not weighing in on something I don't know much about." So many people blindly pull the trigger on something they're ignorant of. And, even if you read every newspaper and internet article, the chances of you having a clear picture of what's REALLY going on is slim.
I definitely hear you on this. I'm just glad that having a Democratic congress will (should be) a blow to George W (I love Jesus) Bush's reign of terror.
cherishchain:
If i see that dumb girls gone wild commercial on Comedy Central after 10 one more time I'm going shoot my TV.
as you stumble out of bed and embark upon your day, recovering from the results of post-electoral celebration (assuming you didnt follow my lead yesterday) i think its only fair to remind you that today is wednesday. and around here kiddies, wednesday means the ol' "hump day update". thats the time when i talk about the sordid details of my life in the adult entertainment...
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jay_blank:
I checked out your site and Rio (is it Rio..?) is HOT. (The one with the nip rings).
Also, there was a girl that had pierced labia that had it going on. Good shit.
It's always nice to work with professionals in anything you do.
Also, there was a girl that had pierced labia that had it going on. Good shit.
It's always nice to work with professionals in anything you do.
phoenixgirl:
you just got it all going on, good for you!!...you sound really happy today, and you know what, that makes me happy too!
and so its erection day.
meh.
this is the first time in 16 years that i am not participating in the electoral process. and while there are many reasons for this, the biggest of all can be traced to a speech i first read/heard while in high school by Al-Haj Malik El-Shabazz (more popularly known as malcolm x). in this speech, titled the ballot...
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meh.
this is the first time in 16 years that i am not participating in the electoral process. and while there are many reasons for this, the biggest of all can be traced to a speech i first read/heard while in high school by Al-Haj Malik El-Shabazz (more popularly known as malcolm x). in this speech, titled the ballot...
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cherishchain:
Wow, i'm impressed. Very well written and you make an excellent point. I voted, but only because the Dems might make it my district, what with Delay resigning and all.
Oh, and i forgot to mention in my message. The Boondocks is fucking awesome! I'd have a crush on Huey if he wasn't animated... and like 10... but yeah. Fucking awesome.
Oh, and i forgot to mention in my message. The Boondocks is fucking awesome! I'd have a crush on Huey if he wasn't animated... and like 10... but yeah. Fucking awesome.
i'd like to thank my mom and dad...espescially my dad...for re-affirming that they think my life is shit and that i am a major disappointment to them. i am grateful for them perpetuating an ongoing sense of inadequacy which has been in place for almost 35 years now. perhaps if i lived in a swanky neighborhood like them in the most expensive house on the...
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jay_blank:
My parents have a distorted image of me as well. They just don't get me. Not that I do anything out of the ordinary....they just don't know me. Bums me out sometimes too.
You just have to be you and do what makes you happy.
Oh yeah, 2 other things: You mentioned a hip hop thing you're working on. I'm definitely interested in what you're putting together. Also, what is your Yahoo group again? I need to chiggety check that out. [/das-efx]
(my hip bones connected to my......hardy har har har)
You just have to be you and do what makes you happy.
Oh yeah, 2 other things: You mentioned a hip hop thing you're working on. I'm definitely interested in what you're putting together. Also, what is your Yahoo group again? I need to chiggety check that out. [/das-efx]
(my hip bones connected to my......hardy har har har)
connielingus:
Please, come see my film. If it not sucess, I will be execute. 
"rumours of my demise have been greatly exaggerated..."
i had to take a self-imposed leave of absence to sort some shit out. nothing major. just unavoidable side effects of being human. but life is good now. this is mainly due to the fact that i am friends with one of the baddest bitches to ever have a pulse. regularly scheduled programming will resume in 36...
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i had to take a self-imposed leave of absence to sort some shit out. nothing major. just unavoidable side effects of being human. but life is good now. this is mainly due to the fact that i am friends with one of the baddest bitches to ever have a pulse. regularly scheduled programming will resume in 36...
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phoenixgirl:
I love it, I wish I knew how to do that kind of creative stuff on the computer, very very nice!~!
Sounds like a great couple of days! I once tagged home base in a limo...but I always wanted to slide into fifth while being chauffered around. Oh well.....maybe next prom season...