brandonlongwood

im not really sure what i am feeling right now. there are very weird dynamics going on between me and my parents. and my dad, who's mother died, is not high on my list of favorite people. but he was choked up today and i have never seen that in him. he holds everything in. i refuse to follow his lead.

i know i have to be supportive because "thats what families do" but its going to feel very awkward.

my parents are leaving in the morning to drive up there (milwaukee). services will be on wednesday. me, wifey and the boy will most likely drive up on monday with a layover in pitsburgh to get the girls.

i know so little about my dads side of the family.