been pretty damn busy since last week. still busy as a matter of fact. just taking advantadge of the fact that everyone had to log off the office server while some technical shit is being handled. so now i actually have a rare minute to breathe. but only a minute, so i will make it quick.
"though you may not drive a great big cadillac,
gangster whitewalls, tv antenna in the back
you may not have a car at all
but remember brothers and sisters, you can still stand tall.
just be thankful for what youve got"
-william devaughn
everywhere you look, people are trying to tell you that you arent shit. youre not making enough money. youre not driving the... Read More
after being away from home for 6 days, im back home today and taking the day off from work to rest and catch up on shit. i have a few errands to run but will mostly be at the computer all day working on things i cant do at the office. so send me notes or look me up online if you wanna chat.
you know whats funny...i get so caught up on catching up with journals, chatting, ect...i forget about all the new sets from the girls too!...I am so behind on that, oh well!
People look at me so weird when they are like "you subscribe to a porn site" and I try to explain to them.. that it's just not naked girls... When I 1st signed up I thought I'd use the site now and then. I cancelled my subscription and 3 months later signed up for a year... lol
a heartfelt thanks to everyone who took time to leave me kind words over the past few days. we buried my grandmother yesterday. i didnt like seeing her in that casket. she looked like an alien--so unfamiliar. i paid my last respects and gave a kiss to her firm unyielding flesh. it was nothing like the kisses i had given her all my life and... Read More
Sorry to hear about your grandmother.
Comming from New Zealand I've had the pleasure of attending some Maori funerals...which are much more of a celebration and a happy time (well as happy as possible). Everyone gets together tells stories, sings songs and most importantly.........laughs!
Take it easy.
as usual when i have something on my mind, i cant really sleep. despite how tired i may be. obviously i am still dealing with this issue (thanks to those who shared their thoughts already) and how its going to play out over the next few days.
i tried to write something last night in an attempt to process my thoughts. but i had just... Read More
im not really sure what i am feeling right now. there are very weird dynamics going on between me and my parents. and my dad, who's mother died, is not high on my list of favorite people. but he was choked up today and i have never seen that in him. he holds everything in. i refuse... Read More
im such a dork. just spent the last 15 minutes putzing around with my card reader. want to know why it wasnt reading the memory card? i put the damn thing in upside down.
meh.
well...its early in the AM and I have been up for about an hour. which sucks because i am really tired. im just not sleepy. and my body is hella... Read More
Ah! That Soundwave is awesome! Please tell me it was playing something cool...
Sounds like a great couple of days! I once tagged home base in a limo...but I always wanted to slide into fifth while being chauffered around. Oh well.....maybe next prom season...
as if i didnt have enough on my plate, ive started learning japanese. im sure my spelling is abominable but the translation was, "good morning. i know a little japanese. i am not very good."
i downloaded an e-audio course from the library and i do my lessons in the car on the... Read More
I would love to learn Italian, but it just seems to hard, good for you for keeping up with wanting to learn, and I think its awesome that your daughter has that artistic ability...do we get to see any of her work?...too bad her mom doesnt support this...and i love the little emoticons, I just wish they would offer us some new ones.
so i will be 35 in less than a month and i think its time that i face the cold hard truth. yes folks, it would seem i have lost a step.
i took a lot of time to reflect on a lot of things this weekend. and strangely enough, even though i was up until 4 something on saturday/sunday and took a sleeping pill... Read More
getting old sucks sometimes, cant do shit i used to when i was a teenager....but on the upswing, i have become more aware of my life and thats what maters the most.
You're money, baby you're money!!! Vegas, baby!!! I'm excited for you!!