Current Reflections...
I didn't have to work very hard today...and everybody was to busy to answer their phones, so I had time to reflect on things.
I was thinking about how every decision you make affects others in ways you'd have never guessed. I was thinking about how good my life has been going the last few months and how I got to where I am.
Like if Kathryn and me had stayed together - I'd have never went and taken an internship at Penguin's because we shared a vehicle and a day job woundn't have worked for me. And without Penguin's - I'd have never met a couple of the people who I now consider to be among my best friends.
I was thinking about my first time on stage a couple of months ago, and how if one of my friends hadn't been out of town, I'd probably not have gone on stage, because I would be hanging out with one of my friends.
So in effect, my short term happiness is indirectly correlated to Kathryn. She changed my life in more ways than she'll ever know, and for that I owe her a thanks.
I was also thinking about those who I consider close to me. I have a lot of acquaintances, but very few friends. There might be five people in my life right now who I'd walk to the edge of the earth with. Some of those have been with me since the beginning - others for only a few months. Either way - they probably know who they are. And to those people - I'm grateful I know you.
Take a moment and think about all of the things you've ever wanted in life. Now think about how close you came to some of those things. How many of them just seemed to slip from your fingertips. How many of those things did you manage to hold onto. And think about what you did once you got those things you wanted. Did it live up to your expectations. At this moment I feel like I'm so close to the things I want - that I can see them; feel them. I just can't hold them in my hands...yet. The thought of all that is so overwheming to the emotions.
Sorry for the ramble...Good night
I didn't have to work very hard today...and everybody was to busy to answer their phones, so I had time to reflect on things.
I was thinking about how every decision you make affects others in ways you'd have never guessed. I was thinking about how good my life has been going the last few months and how I got to where I am.
Like if Kathryn and me had stayed together - I'd have never went and taken an internship at Penguin's because we shared a vehicle and a day job woundn't have worked for me. And without Penguin's - I'd have never met a couple of the people who I now consider to be among my best friends.
I was thinking about my first time on stage a couple of months ago, and how if one of my friends hadn't been out of town, I'd probably not have gone on stage, because I would be hanging out with one of my friends.
So in effect, my short term happiness is indirectly correlated to Kathryn. She changed my life in more ways than she'll ever know, and for that I owe her a thanks.
I was also thinking about those who I consider close to me. I have a lot of acquaintances, but very few friends. There might be five people in my life right now who I'd walk to the edge of the earth with. Some of those have been with me since the beginning - others for only a few months. Either way - they probably know who they are. And to those people - I'm grateful I know you.
Take a moment and think about all of the things you've ever wanted in life. Now think about how close you came to some of those things. How many of them just seemed to slip from your fingertips. How many of those things did you manage to hold onto. And think about what you did once you got those things you wanted. Did it live up to your expectations. At this moment I feel like I'm so close to the things I want - that I can see them; feel them. I just can't hold them in my hands...yet. The thought of all that is so overwheming to the emotions.
Sorry for the ramble...Good night
juno106:
Yeah things work in strange way. Sometimes when I think back on things I would have done differently in my life I realize that if I had I wouldn't be were I was now. Such is life.