brainlessbear

Life, life is a beautiful thing, especially when its got a knife in your back.


I'm on a Nirvana binge. I don't know why. I feel as though I'm revisiting my childhood in a really big way. I miss things. I want things. I want to experience my childhood, the childhood I never really had. I don't want to work, think, or worry about my next meal.

I talk to someone a few days ago who has rather hated me for a bit. One of my ex's that is. I guess things are better. It's nice having one less enemy, really. I haven't felt that feeling too much. Once somebody's hated me I don't think I've ever remembered them soming to their senses and just letting go of it. So, yea. Joy. I feel so loved.

I think I'm gonna go outside and chase cars. Oh wait, no, gotta go back to work. I am so getting the hang of this life thing!!! Get up, shower, go to work. Go home, eat, go to sleep... Get up and do it again.

I really need something other than my bands to break the monotiny (spelling?).