bradyn

While I was high...
Dude, I was so stoned. lol Last nite I was tripping balls after smoking. First time ever out of a homemade pipe- a soda can. But I started thinking all these things. It was the first time I was ever high online too. I don't think I was the nicest to some of the people I was messaging. Ha everything was spinning around. I started thinking that I didn't wanna model anymore. That it was too much work & that I was just gonna give up. I wanted to go back to being a bum doing nothing so I could sleep more. But now that it's the next day, Idk if I meant all that or not. I passed out early last nite. Ha I'm such a fucking weirdo. Even when I'm high I worry too much.