bradleyoliver

Overly enthused, easily confused.
Do you really even have to ask?
why you feel so,
why you feel so used?
Common obligations,
common complications.
She said to me
in the dark,
that it was just like suicide
and that you really don't want to die
but you've said it so many times.
Like a musical trend
you see it as a phase.
Predictable film with a forgettable end.
Why does boy meet girl leave me feeling ripped off?
The police have been tipped off.
Following a trail of denial they've all got my file,
send worry in for the knock off,
guilt for the clean up.
You say keep your chin up.
Here we are in the open air.
The glow of our godless season,
we're fighting for no reason we both want the same things.
And its just like suicide,
I really don't want to die,
but we've been through this so many times.
Its just like suicide,
I really don't want to die,
but the choice ain't mine.

-Blue Period by Kind of Like Spitting

feeling a lil like this oldie song...
am i not opening myself up enough,
or is everyone else just an asshole...

fuck off, right?

'nough pouting...ha

dude!

check out my baby boyz's band from san franinny:

SUMMER BLONDES

i think i might head to SF with them when they come through austin, and finish out the tour with them...
could be fun....
that website is pretty cool too....
good recordings and musicians...

uhg....i want to record already...
i hate keeping the band inline...
especially when there is another ego inside of it, and HE needs to realize that i am zee director...
eh...actually it is not that bad...
and if worse comes to worse...
train a new dude, and get him oust....


dude!!!
anthony bourdain's film crew came by to film the food trailor i painted!
totes excited!
the food network? wtf?
i just hope they mention the artist...but i doubt it...
i need to talk to paul and moto.....the owners and chefs





so that is positive

and i was in an 7 way make out session the other night...
kissed my first dude with tongue...actually kissed my first three dudes...haha
but yeah, involved:

her



them



her



her



and him



an interesting night full of pills, liquid codeine, wine, and beer
i am just glad no pants came off...
and the weird thing is that the second girl and me kind of have a lil crushcrush going...
what am i going to do with my self meester?
but....it is all kinds of fucked up....enough about that...

new music i have bean listening too?

wolves of the throne room (black ambient metal)
surfer blood
the drums
new rouge wave
wild beast
color fields
the crystals(olidies)
the coaster(oldies)
chad vangaalen
j.period and nekka (rap)
and here we go magic...

which is probably my favorite...
cause it is an old artist i use to listen to heading the band, named luke temple...
i got a chance to hang out with him for a while the other night..
it was weird...
cause i look up to him greatly...
he was very quiet and seemed pretty intelligent...
he was plagued by two tall super/hipster/models/type sitting on each side of him when we were sitting outside the bar
and his bass player, she was super cute...
my friend belle fucked his guitarist...
haha, i think...
i mean they were petting pretty heavy at the bar....

anyways...
enough gossip...

what have i been watching lately?

The IT Crowd.....richard ayoade is hilarious
i enjoy it...brits are fun. well these ones are.

now for the depressing stuff...
i got a dwi...
fml!
which means i am going to be in this:

austin's own busted newspaper...
(more publicity ay?)

good thing i already have a lawyer envolved...
i will be ok...
but now i am going to be probation...and i cant travel out of country...
and i wanted to go to canada and mexico so bad....
fuck it...
oh shit...my sf trip....hmm
well i guess i will have to talk to my parole officer..
i feel so tough...
parole officer.....ha
fml again....

and to top it off...
i got kicked out of school...
or dropped out..
my parents are going to be pissed...
this is like the 5th time i have failed this class...
which is the only last 3 hrs i need to take....

art school drop out....damn art kids....need more time on zee streets!

i am trying to get a hold of my university...and see if there is a way to test out...
there is something called CLEP testing which might help...
but that is for me to look into...

i think i write and document what's going on in these journals more for me...
nobody really reads them...
but it is good for me to type this shit down and get it out of the burrows of my skull...



fuck off bradley...

anything else??

sxsw totally fucked the shit out of me....
too much drinking as always...
i think next year i am going to get away, but probably not...
meh...
at least i had a bunch of friends come into town and stay with me...
yay!!

picture time?
yis!!!!!


^i want you? answer: yes.

artshow during sxsw at Method Hair with me and Zach Taylor(the guy who did my ninja turtle tattoo):

















bo derek?





speakin of tmnt...


staple it to your forhead.


tovah =(... i like rolling around nake's with you....
you could be my doll....

god, i am depressing myself...

okay...man i have too many pics...

here we go:



fruit bat

fruit bats (me and neiliyo)(i love playing shows with him)

green apple pipes and vodka=naked photo shoot with fletcher, holly, and laura...
we did a whole photo shoot...i think i am a good photographer...
jk...but yeah...i am not going to post them cause i have too much other shit =(




oh laura....instances like this make me susceptible to dwi's dear...


and this...

i need to calm my ass down...

shhhhhh.....no more words







































ha!

bradleyoliver
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