i couldnt sleep...
i have recently had some friends staying with me...
one dropped off a recently widowed wife in kansas, and on the way back to the texas valley
(the bottom tip of texas right next to mexico)
(which i dont even know why its fucking called that because it is not a literal valley)
decided to stay with me for a week
and the other got kicked out of his girlfriends house cause he flirts too much online (gay)
he has never fucked around, but i can see how jealousy could rear its oogly head =)
especially on fling.com
so around 4, i get this sex text from a friend in portland...
talking about how i some how make her hot and how she wants me to fuck her with her panties on...
whoa
that my dear friend got me aroused...
but yeah...
so needless to say my little perv head stayed up for a couple of hours texting naughty thoughts...
that is always funn....
but the sad thing is i couldnt go to sleep...
i stayed up thinking in bed..thinking and thinking...
what i needed the next day for the house..
my trip to chicago on saturday...
random new friends i have been meeting...
cleaning...
school...
working out....
my music, why i should name it, new songs....
how i need to get painting again...
my brain needs to calm down....
i was even thinking about running around the neighborhood at 7 in the morning to get me tired again so i could go to sleep...
so i wrote a poem....
a poem about life....and what i was thinking and going through at the moment...
a child wakes up, a child breaks up
a snippet (there is way more)
by bradley oliver wilkinson (which is my last name)(like you wouldnt know)(haha)(...fuck)
anyways...
i think it is beautiful....
my friend dave from maps and atlases is getting in today...he is playing tomarrow at the parish....it is going to be awesomo...he better give me a free cd...
i kidd...i kiddd.......he is super sweet....
we are going to roam the streets tomarrow....
i met him through my friend mike, who i am going to go visit this saturday
and maybe catch the tail begining of the pitchfork fest...
mike is in a project he made called thin hymns he is sweet, last time he was here we jammed out till like 6 in the morning.....sober!!!wtf?
he is "straight edge" anyways...cool kid...
and he is giving me floor space to crash at in chi chi tizowny...
today!!
i am going to casino el camino to get this awesome eggplant burger that is called the black jack...my ex employer told me about it....mmmmmmm
and it is like a dark pub restaurant that playes old punk and reggae...
so sah-weet...so sah-weet
shit my friend nelson just texted me telling me to get my ass over there...
oh...
this is mike
he is awesome hahahah.....
damn...
well i have to go i suppose but i leave you with some pictures from mwa!!!
chilicheese burger from hilberts!!!! i know....disgusting...but delicious!!!
i dyed my pubes the other day red...but now they are pink...
muahahahahahaha evil pubes!!! 
i need to finish this!!! soon...it is about me getting robbed and mugged last year....
peace y'all
and yeah...
once again
portland and montreal be looking out for me in august...
weez gonna slam!!!! 
doh duh duh doh duh duh let the boyz be boyz
-bo
