bradleyoliver

i just deleted a very long journal

and now i must start from scratch

i was listing a bunch of positive things

cause it is hard when you are surrounded by negative...

im happy to see family and friends
it may be brief...
so i must make the best of it...

i think i am falling out of love with the idea of being in love...

never settle...
well at least not for me...
people disgust me...
i disgust me...
not until i clean myself up, will i temp it...

i want to set up the baby grand and drumset when i get down

gymnopedie
by erik satie is a new old classical i am learning



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that and i have been workin a lot on a new one

bored and go to the next...

i cant wait to play Satie song on my parents grand....

im going through this graffiti phase...

i hope i produce some cool shit...
cause i will...
haha...

you gotta think that way...
or at least know you have a handle on what you wanna do
having the idea in your head is easy
transpose that shit...
bitch...

that was misogynistic
i love women
i am a dirty little spider singing to all the eyes along the way to come into my web...
suck them dry and throw them into liquid lava of scorned experience...
i am the volcano too...
cause man likes to dominate and proclaim everything with their piss and laughs...

im going to stop writing