My life is chill right now, I mean there are and always will be something that I can pick at but there is so much more good in my life than bad and I am great full for that. I do not have a god and I do not blame anyone for my actions or my reactions to situations I am placed in, so it is kinda scary and beautiful at the same time being 100% accountable and responsible for my self, my health, my mind, and my soul. My life is chill right now because I choose it to be. No god has done this for me, I have blessed myself because I am my own master, my own god and I created my reality, and right now my reality is beautiful.