... Sometimes I feel I am in a movie. Sometimes I think I am in a movie, but there is no audience. No audience in the theater to laugh at my funny parts. No audience to hold the edge of their seats when I get a little out of control. No one witnessing my struggles. No one to share in my triumphs. No one to have their heats break when I break down, and cry. No one wishing it wasn't so when my character dies. What a tragedy, a film playing, directors directing, actors pouring with empathy to better serve their rolls, all that time, effort, and struggle, from beginning to end, and the damn theater is empty.