bradalock

It's funny. The way the human mind can shield it's self from pain.
The mind of an addict can completly take over.

It's my day off and what do I do?
Start drinking and taking muscle relaxers when I wake up.

I have no money. I canceled on seeing my ex and all I want to do is fall back asleep. I just want it to be tuesday, back to work.
I realized yesterday that I just can't see her. In fact, right now, I really don't want to see her ever again. I know that if I were to deal with this situation properly I could have been over it a long time ago but as i mentioned before, dealing with emotion is not one of my strong suits.
Watch me disappear.
I never want to see you again.