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As I look back on it I should have seen it coming. Those late nights at the office, her defense of him and her defensiveness about their "friendship". I guess I didn't want to believe it. That's teach me to ignore my instincts, I just wish this hadn't been the reason. I take some small solace in the fact that we'd probably (hopefully) stopped having...
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Still kind of in chock. Apparently that's where she was going when she'd blow off our dinner plans or come home at midnight instead of eight. I feel incredibly stupid ...

That bitch. I found out last night the "woman" I used to date actually cheated on me with one of her co-workers. I still can't believe it...

So I've started seeing someone who's kind of a health nut and I was somehow convinced I should try to run a marathon. It's obviously too close in time to do New York, but does anyone know of any others in say January or February some place warm?

Finally had a run of good luck. Have a new job starting in Newark in two weeks! I'll be moving there at the beginning of July right by the Devi's new arena. I'm pumped!

she's gone.

Overall a shitty day.

I really fucked up dinner. I take pride in my cooking, and to screw up a meal, it's very shameful.

also, my girlfriend of five years may be leaving me.

Don't really feel like posting much ...

Hello to anyone reading. I haven't posted in a while, business travel and all. I had the last two days off because of snow days and figured I'd take the rest of the week off.

Some quick hit thoughts on the places I've been:

Atlanta - Los Angeles East. I stayed in Buckhead. The people were pretty nice, food was good, I just can't stand...
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It's funny when you put all this effort into a nice v-day and it's derailed by illness. Of course then that just means you have to be able to adapt quickly, and being an excellent cook makes things easier. So to sum up, v-day good, just no v.

I'm curious if anyone actually reads this thing. If so, please let me know.

So I've been battling this insomnia thing. Literally every other night I cannot sleep. It's nice on the nights I do sleep because it's really deep and I wake up refreshed. Now I need to figure out how to sustain that. It's probably work stress, money stress (my tax return does not produce as big a refund as I'd hoped) and relationship stress.

On another...
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So I guess I picked the wrong time of year to re-join. I am traveling all over the place for work and do not have as much time as I'd like to blog. Good thing I signed on for the full year ...

So I searched high and low yesterday and managed to find a minimally religious Baptism card. I'm proud of my self.