bozeman666

I feel like I all my hopes and dreams were lost. I have no idea where or when this happened, but it sure does suck. I don't have anything I wanted(not material shit) and I don't see it anywhere in the near future. I know that stuff isn't just laid in your lap, but once you've lost almost everything material and otherwise it's so hard to motivate yourself.

I hope one day I can wake up and be happy again that I did. I hope I can have the vision and the drive that I once had. I'm alot happier now than I was just a month ago, so I know it must get better, eventually.

I hope everybodies journals that I read daily feel better soon. I hate seeing people so sad. It's almost friday and I hate the weekend. I'd rather be at work. the weekends are so lonely, I sure hope I can meet some people around here soon. Well enough blabbering for today.