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i'm gonna cancel my membership. I dont have many friends on this website, but those of you that i do talk to, good luck with everything in the future. Maybe our paths will cross sometime. Goodgirl, you hang in there, things will always get better, that is the belief that holds me together and gets through these days. thanks everyone
sluttygoodgirl:
I have to believe that too, otherwise I'd be crazy by now. Sorry to see you go, best of luck to you and your daughter. smile Maybe I'll see ya on messenger sometime.
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So, I'm just not into X-mas this year. I'm doing it with a smile for the kiddo, but, It's just kinda depressing being alone for it all. All in all, I'm doing alot better than I was just two months ago. I hear that my ex has gone through four jobs in a month, she has no home, just kinda roaming around. I haven't seen...
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sluttygoodgirl:
What a cute picture of you two smile It's a difficult thing, trying to figure out the single parent thing.......so I hear. I'm about to find out for myself anyway. Hang in there. Sorry your ex is so far out of your little girls life. frown
sluttygoodgirl:
where in the heck are you? smile
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Slayer kicked ass!!! The whole show was bad ass. I like the Big Easy in spokane, it was my first time there and the sound was great!!! For a Slayer crowd it wasn't violent in a bad way. They played for about an hour or more and the set was awesome, the only song I really wanted to hear was 213 and they didnt play...
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sluttygoodgirl:
That is awesome, I'm glad you had such a good time. smile Babysitter = good. I haven't EVER had one, but that's about to change!! smile
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SLAYER/KILLSWITCH ENGAGE-THIS SATURDAY, SPOKANE WASH. First time I been outta the house in four months, I'm gonna get wasted in my hotel room and mosh my fuckin ass off(and not get a nipple ring torn out this time, damn that hurt) Who's comin with me, I already got two friends from cali comin up here? HAHAHAHA skull
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sluttygoodgirl:
Haha, sounds fun as hell!! Have a great time! smile
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Well I've decided to go to school. I'm going to go to Spokane Falls community college and take a two year coarse and get a degree in Graphic design/ Webpage design. I won't go till next fall, so I have some time to take some night classes and get all the grants/loans and housing squared away. I'm really stoked I finally found something intersting enough...
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1_dying_wish:
got your e-mail. you should definitely check out some design magazines and see what is going on in the world, check out trends and what not.

pick up a couple of books and learn Flash and Dreamweaver. this will give you a real head start.

also, hopefully you have a Mac, that's what they usually teach on at real art/design schools, not sure what they are using at that school... but truth be known, PCs have all the same programs.

good luck. it could be a fun career, but most of the time you will be working for people who think they know what good design is and force you to do shit you don't agree with - but hey, they pay the bills so you have to deal with that sort of thing till you get established.

peace
sluttygoodgirl:
Hey, that is so cool!! Congratulations!!! smile smile smile smile
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Thanks for the B-day wishes. It sucked though. I had to but my own birthday cake and while I was at the store I found some beer I really wanted and when I went to buy it I didn't have my ID in my wallet. So no beer. The kid was a total monster tonight. At least it's over now. I'm going to bed. skull
sluttygoodgirl:
Shit! I'm sorry to hear that. frown Sucky birthdays are the worst.

I know exactly what you mean about monster kids! How is it that sometimes they can be the sweetest most beautiful beings you have ever had the good fortune to witness on this planet - and other times they are just pure evil, sent here only to torture you and make your life hell? It seems that way anyway. smile
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Man, tomorrows my birthday. Yippie, I ain't gonna do shit. I can't find a babysitter and even if I did I don't have anything to do but go to a bar and I fuckin hate bars. I fuckin hate birthdays. skull
sluttygoodgirl:
Hey, Happy Birthday!!!!

It does suck when you don't have anything special to do frown
I will be thinking of you and hoping you have a good day anyway! wink
sauda:
You're not alone. I turn 20 tomorrow, I know it is not old, and age is just a number... but I feel old. Two decades, that's a lot for me to fathom.

Anyways, congrats to you surviving another year on this planet. Happy Birthday!!!!! At least you'll be spending the night with a beautiful and young person- your child. wink
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Haven't been on in a while, been working on a page. Keeping my mind busy. The link is below. Still haven't heard from the ex. It's been a month now. She has probably been to drunk to remember that she even has a daughter. Fuck it makes me sad. And at the same time it makes me so fucking angry. Wish I had something to...
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sluttygoodgirl:
A Tiger, how cute!! Glad you guys had a fun Halloween. How can your ex not contact your baby for a whole month now? Wow. I'd be furious too. It must be really tough doing it on your own.... *hugs*
sluttygoodgirl:
OMG, that picture is so cute, she is ADORABLE!!!! biggrin
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Ah, what a lazy weekend, finally getting some sun after days and days of rain. Gonna have to go outside and enjoy it. I have been putting alot of time into a webpage, just something to ocupy the mind. Feeling better lately, even though the ex hasn't called in weeks to talk to her daughter. Her loss I guess, it just sux.
sluttygoodgirl:
Hey there! Was wondering about you! It helps a lot to have something to keep yourself busy sometimes. I'm glad to hear you are feeling better smile Yes, it IS her loss, for sure....but it hurts because you know it will be your daughters loss too.
sluttygoodgirl:
Happy Halloween to you and your little one! smile
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Well, my weekend has already started. I couldn't go to work today because my daughter came down with pink eye. Good thing I put her in daycare so she can catch all kinds of sicknesses. Now I have to make sure I don't catch it myself, damn and it looks like so much fun. So this means no hope for doing anything this weekend, but...
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sluttygoodgirl:
I'm glad it made you think smile
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I get so sick of this up and down bullshit. One day I feel pretty good the next, well pretty shitty. I hate being a hopeless romantic. I can't stand being alone, I love being with someone and now I have no one to be with. It makes it so hard sometimes. I know my ex is out partying her ass off and having the...
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sluttygoodgirl:
Hey, I like your pic, very cute! smile

I sent you a too long email, sorry if it bores you to death!

I know what you mean about the ups and downs....that is SO hard to deal with. When is life going to go back to "normal", whatever that is. Hang in there, it can't stay like this forever.
sluttygoodgirl:
Hope you have a good week-end too smile
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wow that picture sux. It stretched it, but what the fuck, shitty pic better than no pic I guess.