boysdontgetit

what an unbelievably boring weekend.
the boy is being a goober. i am so over it. he is definitely not worth anymore time than i have been spending with him. i am absolutely not going to wait around. i can touch myself just as well, and not have to worry whether or not i am going to call me.
i went grocery shopping after work...
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i think i am getting dumb. for the remainder of the summer i intend to drink less and read more. i don't know if that will help. but it will be financially a better idea. i should also probably go to the gym.

baby steps...

so he is the weirdest boy ever. he's unbelievable. i like him. i like fooling around with him. i like looking at him. he's big and strong and ridiculously sexy. but for some reason i can't get attached. it's like... out of sight out of mind. but when i am with him i fall all over myself. he makes me swoon... but i have a...
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oh my god. i am so bored. i am trying to get the off-limits boy to come over and make out. he's not taking the bait.

ooops

uh oh. i really enjoy kissing a boy that i should not be kissing at all.
it's not my fault that he's my type
it's not my fault that he's the first boy that has taken me on a date in forever.
it's not my fault that he was all smelling good and sitting on my couch.
it's not my fault that the roommates loved...
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off limits boys checklist
i should keep my tongue in my mouth.

-boy with girlfriend
-DJ at bar
-roommate's UNCLE
-best friend's brother X 2
-boy i have no interest in
-boy i have no interest in with girlfriend
-friends
-ex whatever
-ex whatever's brother
-friend's crush


ACK!!

we should bring back makeoutclub. i think. that was good stuff.
i'm depressed and bored.

i am so fucking sick of saying goodbye

my world got just a little bit bigger last night. i met someone facing something that i have never encountered before. he was so beautiful and kind and amazing. and then became unbelievably tragic in an instant.

it was unbelievable to see "the face of HIV/AIDS" up close and personal. it sounds so cheesy, but i felt so sheltered and wide eyed and childish when...
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good ideas that i had today...
-agreeing to stay 3 hours late... which was more than i slept last night.
-signing up for a summer class... a saturday summer class... a saturday 8am summer class
-picking up a pan by the handle that i had just pulled out of the oven. 350 degree metal... brilliant. blisters, red, swollen... the whole deal. i don't think i...
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