I thought about her all night. I thought about the use of arms on hips, bathroom stalls, movie theaters. I could almost hear her scream.I can almost taste the sweat. I dreamnt about it Everything black and white, except her lips. All I can think about this morning is her, her from behind, her on top, her walking around my house in black panties, wearing my robe, dirty messy hair....
I will find a job soon. I will no longer be a failure. I will rule my small section of the world. I will forgive those who trespass my boundries. I will enjoy the sunlight in the morning. I will remove this crown, I will no longer be the king of fools.....
One day I will be king of everything.
I will find a job soon. I will no longer be a failure. I will rule my small section of the world. I will forgive those who trespass my boundries. I will enjoy the sunlight in the morning. I will remove this crown, I will no longer be the king of fools.....
One day I will be king of everything.

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neon:
days of war nights of love helped my life a lot. it made me feel like i wasn't alone in my way of thinking. after i read it i quit my stupid mall job, broke up with a boy that didn't love me and didn't treat me the way i deserved, picked up a few things and moved to NY. hehehe. a great book indeed. 

myownbrain:
I would love to hear your dream about anne sexton