Paradoxically, I find that one's increasingly positive stance towards one's future is often in direct conflict with one's self confidence and positive appreciation of the present.
I wish I had a clever metaphor, but bear with me.
Self awareness and intelligence raises one's intrinsic demand for cerebal satisfaction and encourages an outright rejection of the typical and mundane.
This is not fair.
I wish I could love the radio, mall shops and books about enlightenment.
I can not.
Bukowski drank himself dead because he lacked a companion to talk to. Though very presumptupis, I relate to that cap of beer. But this horror kid will not die like a bum.
Let us , we the sympathetic hold friendly love and the rain will be sugar.
For the rest... Run. You will sleep in broken glass.
Someone, please write back. I need interaction.
I wish I had a clever metaphor, but bear with me.
Self awareness and intelligence raises one's intrinsic demand for cerebal satisfaction and encourages an outright rejection of the typical and mundane.
This is not fair.
I wish I could love the radio, mall shops and books about enlightenment.
I can not.
Bukowski drank himself dead because he lacked a companion to talk to. Though very presumptupis, I relate to that cap of beer. But this horror kid will not die like a bum.
Let us , we the sympathetic hold friendly love and the rain will be sugar.
For the rest... Run. You will sleep in broken glass.

Someone, please write back. I need interaction.
i think that if one really truly appreciates the present then thoughts of the future and past fall away. they are inconsequential. ultimately, both future and past are abstractions and the only real time is now.
but then, you probably know that.