Well I have fully come to terms with the amount of empty space inside of me. I have realized that it is only masked and forgotten while at work and the few seconds after an orgasim. Other then that it fully envelops me. The only way that I know to get rid of it lives in San Francisco. Im not sure what to do, but atleast im working alot this summer so it shouldnt bother me until september when I stop working. I feel that there is only one person that truly understands me. Everyone else just understands the mask that I wear thoughout my day. I feel alone in a life full of people.
tarnish:
damn dude, that's heavy. Too heavy for a hug to lift. I only wish that empty spaces that leave one feeling so hollow and alone, could be filled up with all the good thoughts and energy this total stranger is sending your way.