bowsandribbons22

looking for love in all the wrong places

may give up on this boy
got to get off the stuff and face it
that's my new motto

can't help but think terrible things about strangers.
people are so selfish!

want to get what i want.
want to be content with what i have.
will stop dreaming and just be.
love to the suffering.
ps can't stop dreaming completely
what is this anyway?
all i want is peace love and happiness

can't use the internet for personal stuff anymore at work. isn't that outrageous!
i will have to buy a computer or go to my sister's house and use hers.
may just buy a computer because i don't want to be annoyed by my nieces and nephews(?) will they ever grow up and stop irritating me.
had a nice weekend, drunken weekend.
my ex is playing...
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i am such an optimist but whenever i write anything here i sound flat, void, depressed and not happy. at least i love my dogs and they love me.
want to have something that alters my mind. yes, that's what ill do! i'll organise myself after lunch.

i officially hate boys! am thinking of going down my own highway. to be free from these chains.... want to start reading for fun, want to be adventurous, want to scratch my body and not think

went into town last night, had a dance and a good laugh. im such a funny girl! went home with a barperson. my first one night thing....technically. he is really cute, a little too serious though. i think he likes me because im older. i like him because he was younger, so that's ok. i hope he doesn't call - is that wrong? couldn't have...
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went into town last night, had a dance and a good laugh. im such a funny girl! went home with a barperson. my first one night thing....technically. he is really cute, a little too serious though. i think he likes me because im older. i like him because he was younger, so that's ok. i hope he doesn't call - is that wrong? couldn't have...
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im really lucky or is it karma?
i hope i can always look on the bright side of things.
at the moment i want someone to do something unexpected for me. my problem is that im too aware of things and always know what's going on. how can change this and just let things flow?
endeavouring2bblazze'x

terrible day! called in sick and drank myself silly.
it was great!
had lunch at the pub and we just laughed at all the silly things people do.
everyone should have fridays off.
sg should have spell check.

i turned 30 yesterday.
my youth is over!!!!

i am trying to fight the middle aged urges but i don't know how long i can keep it up?
had a wondeerful day. we all took the day off work and had a bbq. and a few drinks.
i feel perculiar today. melancholy like. why haven't i done this, why haven't i done that? don't want...
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