bountyofbones

Why cant people respect themselves enough to treat their body's properly? Do people realize the high, rush, buzz, etc, you get from any foriegn substance ( mind altering, or NOT ) is your body saying "GET THAT SHIT OUT OF ME!!"? Not only that... you have ONE body! ONE! Thats it.. no more after this one. Why not take care of it? Life isnt that shitty... and if you think it is.. DO SOMETHING ELSE THEN WHAT YOU ARE CURRENTLY DOING! That might help.

I dont know what Im trying to say... it just makes me angry. I got Hep C from shooting up dope, and it gave me a new outlook on life, and how valuable it is. I see these douchebags running around looking for a cheap thrill, and it kills me. I really would rather not turn back my clock, because I like who I have become... but it'd be nice to live life without the constant reminder that I ruined my body because I was bored, and decided to put some crap in it. You may not be using needles, or doing hard drugs like heroin... but its all the same. If I took anything from my days in rehab its that "A drug is a drug, is a drug".

Plus, my little brother told me yesterday that he smokes weed just about every weekend... What am I supposed to do? I told him I cant stop him, but Im very disappointed in him. He should know better, he's seen what I did.

I HATE DRUGS!!!!!! ...they ruin everything