Just for the record, the weather today is slightly unimpressed with a chance of devourment tonight. Yes, I think I'll eat raw tonight. Would be so much better than starving myself of what I need and dream and breathe for. 
Life on the other hand is looking up. I have this silly habit of fucking up everything that I make of my life (with a few exceptions
) I guess you could say that I'm suffering from that "grass being greener on the other side" thing. Even though things are looking up right now, it's hard for me to be content when I have to sacrifice so many other things to get what I have. To get this you have to give up that - it's always a barter. A constant struggle between pain & pleasure. I just can't figure out which I want/need/breathe for more? In the meantime, I'll probably find some way to f*$k it all up. Again.
Is it to much to ask for it all? Everything would be so nayce if I could only have it ALL!
Life on the other hand is looking up. I have this silly habit of fucking up everything that I make of my life (with a few exceptions
) I guess you could say that I'm suffering from that "grass being greener on the other side" thing. Even though things are looking up right now, it's hard for me to be content when I have to sacrifice so many other things to get what I have. To get this you have to give up that - it's always a barter. A constant struggle between pain & pleasure. I just can't figure out which I want/need/breathe for more? In the meantime, I'll probably find some way to f*$k it all up. Again.
Is it to much to ask for it all? Everything would be so nayce if I could only have it ALL!
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Thank you for giving me that pleasure...