born_to_die

hey people,
so here is the thing i was on about(the big change in my life)

well like i said to most people it aint that big a deal, but to me it is cos i have chosen to do this for me and no one else!!!
and yeah there are going to be people that judge me for it, and you know what i dont give a shit.

for a long time now i have chosen not to drink, for a number of reasons, but the main one is (i just dont want to!!!!!!!)
i have never smoked, and i hate drugs.. yeah i have tried stuff in the past and that is why i chose not to do them again.
the basis of it is that i want to be in complete control of my life, and dont want to poison my body with any of this shit!!!!

there will be one or two people that will say, hang on you drank when i saw you last. (about two months ago)
yeah i did and i hated it. it was that night that made me think what the fuck am i doing!
i dont like this/ i dont enjoy it.. and i see what happens to people when they are off there nuts on drugs and booze
alot of people are fake when under the influence!!!!

so if you have'nt gathered by now i have chosen the Straight Edge path...
i have'nt just rushed in to it i have been thinking long and hard for a while
now. and this is what i want to do, cos i love the music scene im in and i love life.
and i am going to live it to the best i can DRUG FREE