So, how many times have I listened to these songs?
SOmetimes, you've gotta let the songs speak for you. One day, I guess I should record my own. Maybe when I get a MACbook, I guess that those have that garageband feature. Ah well, keep on keepin' on...
Thanks Milo...I couldn't find any other clips..lame video....
SOmetimes, you've gotta let the songs speak for you. One day, I guess I should record my own. Maybe when I get a MACbook, I guess that those have that garageband feature. Ah well, keep on keepin' on...
Thanks Milo...I couldn't find any other clips..lame video....
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ouioui:
and it don't get better than this.....
I feel so fucking lame and alone right now. I know that it's temporary..but still. I need a break. Soon. Or I might. There's a party downstairs but I'm way to weird/self-conscious to even go down. Whatever. I'm still in a weird state of mind right now. Break-ups are really hard..on everyone. I know that some people go through a breakup and then start hitting...
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fashionista:
Break-ups are hard...sorry to hear you are feeling icky. But I had to comment on the 'better than that vs. worse than that' lol. I totally think it's BETTER that you don't do that. Just my opinion. And I'm the same way. 
Feel better!
Feel better!
fashionista:
LoL you are funny.
And don't be jealous, I got laid off in December...and if I wanted to, I could have slept until just now.. ha ha.
My night is about to end, it's 12:30 and I actually have to get up at 8 tomorrow morning to get donuts for my Daddy for breakfast...silly, but very important (and I'm sure I'll get myself a nice latte lol)
Anyway... you are very welcome, and I hope you have a nice night too....hang in there! Good night!
And don't be jealous, I got laid off in December...and if I wanted to, I could have slept until just now.. ha ha.
My night is about to end, it's 12:30 and I actually have to get up at 8 tomorrow morning to get donuts for my Daddy for breakfast...silly, but very important (and I'm sure I'll get myself a nice latte lol)
Anyway... you are very welcome, and I hope you have a nice night too....hang in there! Good night!
So how do I start my rambling to nobody today? I know, I'm going to use videos from YouTube to express myself! I've seen other people do that and I must admit, that suits me to a "T". Anyway, it's summer out and all I can think is that somehow it's going to shape up into a really good one. How? I have no idea....
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sikjoy:
SURF SURF SURF!!!! DO IT!!! 
hotcurry:
thank you so much! You always make me smile! Here's to a new life and more happy adventures.
So tonight I'm just at home, relaxing. I've had a really great week. A friend ( is it gay to call someone a best friend? That's more what he is) came to visit and we had some damn good times. Long Beach, L.A., lots of galleries and a little bit of sunshine. We were able to squeeze in a few good chats and then, in...
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cinnamongurl:
I have always loved that tattoo. Gran Torino is one of the best movies I have seen in my life. And live life for today...don't worry about the future, worrying never helps anything and the future may not come. If today was good...then life is good.
ouioui:
Don't be dissapointed to find that its me commenting. I just wanted to say I am glad you and him had a good time. The tattoo you did looks great.
Sometimes, I'm just kinda tired of life.
So, it's one of those times. Suddenly, I'm really feeling a bunch of emotions that I had been ignoring up until this point. I'm newly single, and I'm really alone. It's really hard..I always have just assumed that in life I'd end up somehow okay, but today, I'm starting to doubt that. I woke up today feeling uglier...
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So, it's one of those times. Suddenly, I'm really feeling a bunch of emotions that I had been ignoring up until this point. I'm newly single, and I'm really alone. It's really hard..I always have just assumed that in life I'd end up somehow okay, but today, I'm starting to doubt that. I woke up today feeling uglier...
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shwitchblade:
hey hows it going?
shwitchblade:
my sets are in que right now actually
for awhile
apparently a lot of sets want to get up!
not till like mid july
we do not say aboot mister!
we say it just like you!
for awhile
apparently a lot of sets want to get up!
not till like mid july
we do not say aboot mister!
we say it just like you!
Soooo.....it seems as though I will once again be picking up the pieces of me and starting over again. Kinda shitty. Kinda needed. I'm at a very, very weird place in life..and sadly, a place that I was probably meant to be...especially seeing as how I've been setting myself up for this since I was a kid. It's funny sometimes to realize that you're very...
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bailey:
fucking weird that i had just gotten through looking up people from my high school before i stumbled, slightly dizzy, back to somewhere comfortable, to find your blog.
i just kept looking at everyone and not remembering their name, not recognizing their face, wondering how to HELL did everyone i grew up with get so fucking....old. and....boring. were they always boring? was i boring?
the whole time i just kept thinking that i was the only one who stayed true to my high school self. and then i had to wonder....is that even a good thing? i dont take my life seriously...and all these other people seemed so ...seriously boring.
im at that weird crossroads of starting over vs planting some roots (both psychologically and geographically) probably has much to do with turning 30/getting fired/moving all in the same 2 week time frame.
im just gonna keep drinking and hope it passes.
cheers
i just kept looking at everyone and not remembering their name, not recognizing their face, wondering how to HELL did everyone i grew up with get so fucking....old. and....boring. were they always boring? was i boring?
the whole time i just kept thinking that i was the only one who stayed true to my high school self. and then i had to wonder....is that even a good thing? i dont take my life seriously...and all these other people seemed so ...seriously boring.
im at that weird crossroads of starting over vs planting some roots (both psychologically and geographically) probably has much to do with turning 30/getting fired/moving all in the same 2 week time frame.
im just gonna keep drinking and hope it passes.
cheers
megan:
well thank u very much. i appreciate the advice!
and yea.. i know im not alone.. we all go through shit in our lives.. so i just gotta keep the head high and keep moving on ~!
as for the tat.. that idea might work.. but im just going to laser if off.. the last 4 letters.. the lines are pretty thin.. so hopefully it all works out..
and on a side note.. i think you need a vacation~!
xoxox
and yea.. i know im not alone.. we all go through shit in our lives.. so i just gotta keep the head high and keep moving on ~!
as for the tat.. that idea might work.. but im just going to laser if off.. the last 4 letters.. the lines are pretty thin.. so hopefully it all works out..
and on a side note.. i think you need a vacation~!
xoxox
Well, I guess that I haven't updated in like, um, forever. So I just wanted to say that first off, I am switching parties. I've decided that the other party seems to have more of the views that I support, and my old party has been going further and further to the right. Also, my package needs a really big stimulus. The second, and less...
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ouioui:
I had your really big package... mmmmmm 
Ahhhh....Remember when it used to be easy? Me neither.
So, I'm gonna go crazy here and write a bit, it's been forever! And ya' know what? It's gonna have a bunch of pictures. Anyway, things are going okay.....in general. Like everyone, I have problems...problems with my love-life, problems with my work-life..and problems with....life. Lately, and by no means a new idea...work is starting to be...
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So, I'm gonna go crazy here and write a bit, it's been forever! And ya' know what? It's gonna have a bunch of pictures. Anyway, things are going okay.....in general. Like everyone, I have problems...problems with my love-life, problems with my work-life..and problems with....life. Lately, and by no means a new idea...work is starting to be...
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ouioui:
We are gonna fucking do this. That is where we are gonna go.. We are two people that love eachother so much that this shit is nothing for our fucking superhero team. I love you
ouioui:
Hey sweety.. I miss you. I am off to bed and I will be having sexy dreams about you. I hope you are doing the same. Will you draw me a picture tomorrow? Something cool to put in the living room maybe?
I don't know.
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camilla:
i love ur tatto
Girls, Girls,.......Girl?
Okay, so this is soon, and the timing is so crazy. Somehow, which only goes to prove how weird this world can be, I already met someone. I have no idea where it will go...and I really hate that I'm just coming out of a relationship..but dammit, she's PERFECT. Well, about as close to perfect as I'm sure I can find. Way outta...
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bodhistarr:
No selling out! lol. Just kidding.
Yeah, Im excited because I get to stay in the Beverly Hills of San Diego- but at the same time I dont want to cramp them up so I am trying to get things taken care of as soon as possible. I am scheduling my license and registering for two days after I arrive lmao. Then top priority is to get a job, cuz I cant get a place if I dont have the money for it. Which sucks. I feel like its gonna take so much time. I wish I could just be a damn piercer or tattooist
Anyways. Yeah. Im stoked.
Im so glad to have come to SG though because I got to meet you and two other people who live in SD, so I guess I wont be ridiculously alone when I get out there. The people I am staying with, they arent even going to be there half the time, so its just me and the dawg.
Yeah, Im excited because I get to stay in the Beverly Hills of San Diego- but at the same time I dont want to cramp them up so I am trying to get things taken care of as soon as possible. I am scheduling my license and registering for two days after I arrive lmao. Then top priority is to get a job, cuz I cant get a place if I dont have the money for it. Which sucks. I feel like its gonna take so much time. I wish I could just be a damn piercer or tattooist
Anyways. Yeah. Im stoked.
Im so glad to have come to SG though because I got to meet you and two other people who live in SD, so I guess I wont be ridiculously alone when I get out there. The people I am staying with, they arent even going to be there half the time, so its just me and the dawg.
ouioui:
I may be old but at least i am young looking down there... Ya know the vagina.
ouioui:
Ahh I still haven't sent my cards I think it might be a cyber card year!!!! WHen is the show? You must go to Circle Jerks and meet me there! Dammit! 
ouioui:
I just saw that testimonial I left and noticed it was from 2004. Has it really been that long? It is weird that we have been computer friends that long...I was gonna say my that my fingers feel like they really just got to know you recently but that sounded funky. But you know what i mean....