Well looking at this mental ride I have been on the last couple months. I don't want to get off... I meet the greatest girl... I just hope i don't goof it up... My plant is closing... which suxz money wise, but is good because i hate it there and wouldn't quit... I can persue other options now while I still have time to fudge...
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Well as each breath draws in the life of searching for eternal happiness, I think i have found it... I am traveling to vancouver to embrace it... 
Well Its been awhile since I have been here... I started my own radio show on RS666... I have meet a great girl... I have a peice of mind... My day job still sucks but life ain't perfect... It has been a good month thou... I have been published in a amuture poetry book... Moved into a bigger aprt. shit all is well for now... 
Its been A while since I've joined the general population... busy at work... Busy trying to figure out what it is I want out of life... So I did my spring cleaning of people around me that aren't respectful of me. Beleve me Some of them didn't take it that well but hey... What you gonna do. You can't please everyone, so I decieded not...
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vudugrl:
so what's a girl gotta do to get a pic out of you?
Ozzfest was great... Manson stole the show... Korn played well as always... Ozzy might not be able to speak but he can still sing.... I party my ass off like a rockstar... Still hung over.... wheres the asprin 
Well it's Fri. my last hurah... i have to got back to the life of the mondane Mon. Man Its gonna suck waking up at 3:30am to go back to work... My 5 weeks is almost up... I thought I wanted to go back but hey This summers been pretty fun... Bonfires, camping, hanging... I must say I've lived the life and partyed like a...
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My Padded Cell
Stuck in the dark padded room
Occasionly the slight flicker of light
Can anyone hear the screams?
Straight Jacket on tight
slamming against the door
holding the mind of a tortured soul...
Knowing not crazy
seeing the key in my dreams
being doped and sedated by life
unleashing the nightmares of reality...
Foaming at the mouth
bottled up emotions... drip out like...
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Stuck in the dark padded room
Occasionly the slight flicker of light
Can anyone hear the screams?
Straight Jacket on tight
slamming against the door
holding the mind of a tortured soul...
Knowing not crazy
seeing the key in my dreams
being doped and sedated by life
unleashing the nightmares of reality...
Foaming at the mouth
bottled up emotions... drip out like...
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My Padded Cell
Stuck in the dark padded room
Occasionly the slight flicker of light
Can anyone hear the screams?
Straight Jacket on tight
slamming against the door
holding the mind of a tortured soul...
Knowing not crazy
seeing the key in my dreams
being doped and sedated by life
unleashing the nightmares of reality...
Foaming at the mouth
bottled up emotions... drip out like...
Read More
Stuck in the dark padded room
Occasionly the slight flicker of light
Can anyone hear the screams?
Straight Jacket on tight
slamming against the door
holding the mind of a tortured soul...
Knowing not crazy
seeing the key in my dreams
being doped and sedated by life
unleashing the nightmares of reality...
Foaming at the mouth
bottled up emotions... drip out like...
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I am bored today... I got alot to due tommarrow but insomnia keeps me up at night... Man it's actully Quite boring in Michigan... The hangout off dennys stales quick... So i left early... Man the full moon is grand tonight... Oh well I am boring myself... Good music, beautiful night, and plenty of time on my hands... 
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silvermchic:
sorry i haven't seen any good shows lately. i am working and going to class to much. besides it seems like there haven't been alot of good shows to go to lately. or maybe i just don't have money to go to them.
sabine:
well i'm from alabama, which believe it or not is possibly more boring. there it was the waffle house. here it's denny's. hehe
ps...fear of dreaming is awesome. and old school misfits! i heard die die die my darling on the radio the other night and freaked out
[Edited on Jul 15, 2003]
ps...fear of dreaming is awesome. and old school misfits! i heard die die die my darling on the radio the other night and freaked out
[Edited on Jul 15, 2003]
The stairs are there
the door looks so far away
should I climb
or take the elevator
The door is open
it looks so dark in there
do i dare
whats in there?
click
my smoke is lit
I've walked so many flights
the door is still so far away
A shadowy figure slip in the door
it's calling me
closer I go
louder the...
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the door looks so far away
should I climb
or take the elevator
The door is open
it looks so dark in there
do i dare
whats in there?
click
my smoke is lit
I've walked so many flights
the door is still so far away
A shadowy figure slip in the door
it's calling me
closer I go
louder the...
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As one clentches his fist covered in blood
the day as he knows it ends
grasping a reality he cannot phathom
dripping down his arms
is a thick crimson red
grabbing a leg
leaving only a bloody trail
love lost
dreams escape
flowers die
a putred stench fills the nasal passage
trying to fly
clipped wings
still grounded to reality
an empty bed
a negitive...
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the day as he knows it ends
grasping a reality he cannot phathom
dripping down his arms
is a thick crimson red
grabbing a leg
leaving only a bloody trail
love lost
dreams escape
flowers die
a putred stench fills the nasal passage
trying to fly
clipped wings
still grounded to reality
an empty bed
a negitive...
Read More
oninotaki:
It would be like ancient egypt! Full of wonders and marvels beyond imagination!
I Love Tromaville, NJ
Don't give up the fight for truly independent cinnema!