so it's 4 in the morning, and i'm bored as shit and too hopped up on coffee to go to sleep. im broke as shit so i cant afford to get some hootch to drink myself to sleep, but like i said its 4 and thats past last call so i'm shit outta luck anyway. i'm back to doin my driving job; dont quite know yet if im happy with that or not, but at least its something i know. ive bin thinkin' a lot lately about life, my station in it, and other stupid shite along those lines. jesus fuckin christ, i promised myself a long time ago that i would never have one of these lame-ass online journals, but here i am, furiously typing away, becoming the very thing that i despise, a whiny douchebag who bitches and moans about every stupid little thing to strangers on the goddamned stupid ass internet. jesus h. fuckin crist. this is rediculous.
