fuckin' A!! what am I, a fuckin' goofy doouchebag emo kid? i dont fuckin' get it. well maybe i do. bored, no, VERY bored, sad, lonely, wishing to fucking god that i could find someone to be involved with romanticly. i just blew a sure fucking thing. and this girl was as close to goddamned perfect as i could ever hope for. physically, mentally, emotionally. she was fucking awsome! my morbid sense of humor, a damn fine head on her shoulders, but definetly not one of those douchebags who try too hard. mutherfucker!!!!!!!!