well here i am again, on this goddamned computer for hours again. jesus christ i gottaget a hobby, wait ive got a fucklot of those. i just need to stop bein so goddmned lazy, 'ats what my problem is. i should really get on that coat i bin meeanin' to fuck with for the past, what, eight months now? christ i wish i could just leave my sewing machine all set up and ready to go whenever i feel like gettin my needle point on. christ what time is it, ten after six. fuck i gotta go see missy and little malia tommorrow. jesus, its funny. im thinkin how i gotta get up early tommorrow, no later than noon. damn i keep odd hours.