I'm a nobody in the office it feels. Seen by those around me as just another drone punching away at his little keyboard day after day talking to deafened coworkers who continue to stumble over the very issues and solutions I cried wolf about days in advance. My words weight not and I lack their respect. I must earn it by kicking ass in my craft and that is all I can do. I have tasted success before. I must leave regret behind, charge forward and overwhelm them. I face a life of stillness and nothingness otherwise. It feels wrong to prove something yet it feels justifiable. I know what great will it involves to climb out of a downward spiral for I have done so before. To do it is like death itself, but worst because death is easy to accomplish where as finding life is not. but at last there is a light somewhere at the end of the dark space. At the end of the day I'm just a humble geek that wants a warm shower and a good beer.
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Sometimes it's funny watching them walk into walls when they fail to listen.