booterpops

I'm so tired, so tired of being rejected and alone. My "friends" only reach out to me when they need something and they don't answer when I call out to them. It's been years since I've had a friend that I could truly rely on. They've smacked me down too many times and I want to be finished with it. I want to turn my back and walk away, never look back. I don't want to cry over people that don't care about me, that don't give a damn whether I live or die. I'm a sounding board, an ear, a shoulder and any number of other things for other people but I have none of that to call my own.



Fuck