Saturday Oct 20, 2012

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There's life in these old veins. Well, I have been married twice and for some reason have never been completely happy. My first marriage ended in me walking out because she had to do 2 shots of tequila before even saying hello to her daughter or myself. She then went ballistic and threw kitchen utensils at me. That was time to leave, well and my bike (motorcycle) got graffiti ed. My second is more complicated. I broke one kid's heart the first time and lost a house. If I left this time I would break two kid's hearts and loose another house. That is not what completes the complication, also I do love my current wife as I did my last, but I fear being alone and loosing what I have set forth with this relationship. Call me materialistic but there is a lot invested here. And that is where I stand, can we work on our differences? I know I am not perfect and was 50% to blame in my first marriage demise, I would be 50% to blame in this one. What to do?
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ravina:
I know that feeling.. I used to be the same in conflict.. And from that I've learned to say what I feel( filter removed) most times it's good.. Sometimes not so much. But honesty is the best way and sometimes the truth hurts.. But again the best way.. I wish you luck in your choices it's never an easy one to make

Xoxo
boosterp:
Thanks lady, life goes on either way right? I'm not so "down" today, i work afternoon to 1130 at night so I am mostly a stranger of sorts and that helps sometimes and doesn't other times. Weekends are good so long as we talk. Like I said, we are good friends. I hate giving up, I know I have a good thing, and she is a really good person. Any sort of relationship takes work and this one is no different.

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