maybe i don't know what i lost cause i lost it.
sometimes memories play tricks in my mind...i'm not sure if i remember reality or just the good part of it...or the bad part of it.
something is still missing and i think this felling will stay with me till the end as it stayed with me since the beginning.
But you know what? i'm proud and happy about this cause it will keep me alive and curious. it will keep me looking at people's faces and imagine their world...and it will be my new world. thousand new worlds for me everyday.
and i forgot
check out Dasniya Sommer "MA15" video performance...self shibari and art. Great even if music sucks.