boondock_saint

well here is a little update in my twisted little world. work is about the same even though i'm seeming to enjoy it more. I broke up with my girlfriend that i had since i got to ft. lewis. lack of communication seems to do that to a relationship. i'm talking about none whatsoever. she moves to west virgina in september so it was probably a good thing. i am, i guess, seeing the girl who is our armour for the MPs here. we went out on monday and i ended up staying at her place that night. use your imagination as to went on there. i however managed to piss her off tonight without a clue as to how. i guess i'll find out tomorrow as i have to go back to work. maybe busting some heads will get me into a better mood. well hopefull. on a happier note a friend of mine went home to see his second child be born. never seen a happier man in my life, and that makes me feel good. anyways talk at ya later

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SMASHING PUMPKINS
"Bullet With Butterfly Wings"

The world is a vampire, sent to drain
Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames
And what do I get, for my pain
Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game
Even though I know-I suppose I'll show
All my cool and cold-like old job
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Now I'm naked, nothing but an animal
But can you fake it, for just one more show
And what do you want, I want to change
And what have you got
When you feel the same
Even though I know-I suppose I'll show
All my cool and cold-like old job
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Tell me I'm the only one
Tell me there's no other one
Jesus was the only son
Tell me I'm the chosen one
Jesus was the only son for you
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
And I still believe that I cannot be saved