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warning: i've had a few drinks.... and so, i might say things that i shouldn't, but whatever, fuck it.

so, i packed up half my stuff, and then decided that maybe i should just stay in sav for now. living situation is weird though, and theres this boy who lives up north, who i'd love to see on a regular basis.... but i just can't tell if i can trust him yet or not. i might be making all the wrong choices, who knows. my life is crazy at the moment, i'm pretty sure i've completely lost my mind.

but anyhow.... last week when i was flying back down here, this really awesome couple who just opened a bar downtown, gave me their card at the airport, randomly. and they just happen to be members of the site. she painted these amazing murals on the walls, which is alone, enough reason for me to want to work there. we'll see what happens.... but if you're in the savannah area, i'd recommend checking it out, Dosha bar & lounge. it's pretty awesome, and they play good music thurr!!!!


here's what i looked like earlier today...

i was drawing a sketch for a tattoo, for the boy who lives far away... who i'm totally smitten w/, but not sure if i can trust. and w/ good reason. i'm pretty sure he'll break my heart. we shall see..... but i can't get him outta my head to save my life!!!!!

and here's me now.... i look like a fucking boy! as much as i love crossfit, my boobs have never been smaller, and idk about all these muscles, they're kinda scary maybe it's also the stress, idk. but i've eaten half a jar of peanut butter in the past 3 days, so maybe that'll put some more fat back on my chest! fingers crossed.


so thats my life right now. i've never been more uncertain about what i'm doing, and where i'm going w/ my life. but thanks for all the comments on my previous blogs, and messages. you guys are sweet, and i lurv you
and i hope your life is treating you well!