Wednesday Nov 09, 2005

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at present...
the rain doesn't make me sad.
the fact that i don't have someone to kiss in the rain evokes a semi-sad feeling, though.
being a virgin at eighteen doesn't make me sad.
knowing that i'm probably going to be a virgin forever makes that same semi-sad feeling a smidge more emphatic, though.
blergh.
i'm overly pensive about being sans company. *pouts* whatever. hah.
i totally thought that it was going to snow today. the sky was really white, but kissed with grey...and that combination of colours makes everything else look really dark, you know? that's how it looked outside. nothing happened, though...
no snow.
now, though...at nearly midnight...a thunder/lightening storm.
the sky is a gorgeous colour right now...if l'oreal or such a company hasn't yet bottled it...i would.
it's a softer shade of the colour lipstick that i have on; "violet x-treme"...or so i think. very, very pretty. confused
blergh...i know i'm not going to sleep for a long, long while. ah, well...
warsoul:
Bah! Your are beautiful and interesting. Honestly I was 17 before I was de-virgined and im a guy... sounds corny but I waited for the right time/person. No it wasn't true love, but it was _right_ and it was totally hot, and I have no regrets.

You just need to find someone worth it is all.

Message me sometime if you want. Or IM me (its in my profile)
muddog:
Cheer up, If it takes some time so be it. Have patience like warsoul said you just need to find someone worth giving the greatest gift a women could give to a man, being her body. Everything will fall into place before you know it you will be looking back remembering when you were a virgin, lifes funny that way.

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