OK. I'm over my bitching and such. Update time:
1.) The Robble has gone a whopping two days without drinking. Yaye for him. Wait. Let me add, drinking and smoking. He's stopped both of those. And I haven't smoked anything in 2 days. No weed, nor cigarettes.
2.) Rheenie might need a blood transfusion. It seems she's been having breathing troubles. She's been turning blue,...
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1.) The Robble has gone a whopping two days without drinking. Yaye for him. Wait. Let me add, drinking and smoking. He's stopped both of those. And I haven't smoked anything in 2 days. No weed, nor cigarettes.
2.) Rheenie might need a blood transfusion. It seems she's been having breathing troubles. She's been turning blue,...
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When shit goes wrong...it goes VERY wrong.....
Why won't rob stop drinking, smoking and lying?
Why might Rhiannon need a blood transfusion?
Why the fuck am I living in a haunted trailor?
Why hasn't my set been queued?
WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO??!?!!
::spins in circles and crashes::
Why won't rob stop drinking, smoking and lying?
Why might Rhiannon need a blood transfusion?
Why the fuck am I living in a haunted trailor?
Why hasn't my set been queued?
WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO??!?!!
::spins in circles and crashes::
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punknitemike:
awww...are you okay honey? 
you are in my thoughts...and i hope that everything you are talking about works itself out. you deserve a break for a change!
you are in my thoughts...and i hope that everything you are talking about works itself out. you deserve a break for a change!
Ohhhh my goodness. The angel has been without internet service for a while. Bleh! Here's your update:
1.) I miss the Rob already. He left about 10 minutes ago. His poop-head band is going to NY to play a show.....Long Island to be exact. How many clubs are on Long Island? It's apparently a big club.....they go on @ 7:45. Their name is Tramping Ground,...
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1.) I miss the Rob already. He left about 10 minutes ago. His poop-head band is going to NY to play a show.....Long Island to be exact. How many clubs are on Long Island? It's apparently a big club.....they go on @ 7:45. Their name is Tramping Ground,...
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karalynn:
Thanks for popping by my journal and for such sweet words. I was disappointed to find that even after 13 days withou internet your set still wasn't up. Well poo.
hugs to you.
hugs to you.
mat8drb:
There must be some evening classes or something on self-defence/advanced techniques in your area to get you started.
Photo on the 17th; awww, you two do look great together. I like seeing couples like that. Class. Congrats on Rhiannon.
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Photo on the 17th; awww, you two do look great together. I like seeing couples like that. Class. Congrats on Rhiannon.
[Edited on Jan 08, 2005 11:39PM]
Hola SG.....
1.) Panacea is now archived. I don't know why, so don't ask. I don't like archive updates. Nope. Sure don't.
2.) It's 3:39am. Why can't I ever sleep? Why, I ask you?
3.) I've added some new pictures. I know it seems like I have no life...and well...you're right. I don't have much of a life. But I figure, I don't know when...
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1.) Panacea is now archived. I don't know why, so don't ask. I don't like archive updates. Nope. Sure don't.
2.) It's 3:39am. Why can't I ever sleep? Why, I ask you?
3.) I've added some new pictures. I know it seems like I have no life...and well...you're right. I don't have much of a life. But I figure, I don't know when...
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mo:
ooh... i'm so looking forwards to a set from you... when did you go in limbo?!
xx
xx
punknitemike:
so how come you havent replied back to the long comment i left ya? 
i love this pic of you and asrai:
i love this pic of you and asrai:
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enigma_entity:
Rock on. I don't have much time, but I am extremely glad that things are going well for you. I hate to say I told you so but...
"I TOLD YOU THINGS WOULD WORK OUT!!!
"
Until next time...
"I TOLD YOU THINGS WOULD WORK OUT!!!
"
Until next time...
jadedcoca:
nice new ink...
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vani77agori77a:
MERRY CHRISTMAS
MERRY CHRISTMAS 
Hello SG........
1.) Me & Rob took some new pix of me, as promised. However, due to many technical difficulties, I still don't have em posted ANYWHERE. Not on here, not on photobucket. Nowhere. They're decent. My hair could have looked alot better, and I could have been thinner. Blah.
2.) Rob is going to NY next year. I wanna go. I can't go because...
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1.) Me & Rob took some new pix of me, as promised. However, due to many technical difficulties, I still don't have em posted ANYWHERE. Not on here, not on photobucket. Nowhere. They're decent. My hair could have looked alot better, and I could have been thinner. Blah.
2.) Rob is going to NY next year. I wanna go. I can't go because...
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libertylux:
I know! I posted that I was coming to Raleigh in your journal once, but life gets busy.... I wish I could have met you! I should be back up soon! We'll have to make a date
*Miss Kimmi got archived. I'm a sad girl.
*I'm so fucking tired. Seriously. Not cool.
*Rhiannon isn't catching on to the whole "Suck on the bottle, swallow the milk, don't forget to breathe" thing very well. I guess she's like "What the fuck is coming out of my pacifier? What am I supposed to do?" They moved her to intermediate care, which is good. They...
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*I'm so fucking tired. Seriously. Not cool.
*Rhiannon isn't catching on to the whole "Suck on the bottle, swallow the milk, don't forget to breathe" thing very well. I guess she's like "What the fuck is coming out of my pacifier? What am I supposed to do?" They moved her to intermediate care, which is good. They...
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prettydeadgirl:
just dropping by to say hello 
falias:
fuzzy wuzzy was a bear fuzzy wuzzy lost his hair fuzzy wuzzy wasn't very fuzzy was he?
Hello SG.....
And we're back to the regular boring Boo journal updates. Wahoo! I've been frying my brains out with weed since Friday. The only day I haven't gotten high was yesterday (sunday). I got high with a girl who is 16 (my brother's age....eeep!), but she is cool as FUCK! But anyway, yea, got high with her Friday & today, and got high with...
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And we're back to the regular boring Boo journal updates. Wahoo! I've been frying my brains out with weed since Friday. The only day I haven't gotten high was yesterday (sunday). I got high with a girl who is 16 (my brother's age....eeep!), but she is cool as FUCK! But anyway, yea, got high with her Friday & today, and got high with...
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twwly:
Money, while tremendously important, is secondary to commitment, patience and maturity. Children on their own, as wonderful and joyous as they are, take more time and care than I ever personally imagined. I have a step son, who's almost 3 and it's intense. Special needs children take even more care and patience. I would be personally evaluating myself (if I were in your shoes) more than my bank balance at this juncture.
I'm sure you will reach the right decision.
As far as snakes are concerned, it's not really a big deal they sold you a snake who was about to shed...it's sort of irrelevant. I'm sure your BF has learned his lesson about live food, but it's pretty much a common rule of thumb to feed either prekilled or thawed "prey". I had a Guyanese red tail who was about 10 feet and I currently have a baby Columbian red tail. And a Gaboon viper, a Desert Horned Viper and two Squaminger vipers. I quite like snakes.
I'm sure you will reach the right decision.
As far as snakes are concerned, it's not really a big deal they sold you a snake who was about to shed...it's sort of irrelevant. I'm sure your BF has learned his lesson about live food, but it's pretty much a common rule of thumb to feed either prekilled or thawed "prey". I had a Guyanese red tail who was about 10 feet and I currently have a baby Columbian red tail. And a Gaboon viper, a Desert Horned Viper and two Squaminger vipers. I quite like snakes.
twwly:
And about your mention of adoptive parents in terms of taking money from the state, I'm sure plenty would. But I don't think that's really a factor in whether or not YOU feel YOU should keep her or place her.
Couples who adopt children, specifially special needs children, are totally prepared and interested in supporting those extreme needs. Scrutiny and assessment of those couples is intense and costly. If they can pay tens of thousands of dollars TO adopt, I would seriously doubt any couple would be interested in your baby because of a PAYOUT.
However, foster care systems have far less scrutiny of placement homes and are frequently used for the payouts. Foster care agencies can keep children in their rotation for longer periods of time than they shold because it keeps their income up.
If there was a home lined up, it would be preferable to dropping her into the "System" for sure.
Couples who adopt children, specifially special needs children, are totally prepared and interested in supporting those extreme needs. Scrutiny and assessment of those couples is intense and costly. If they can pay tens of thousands of dollars TO adopt, I would seriously doubt any couple would be interested in your baby because of a PAYOUT.
However, foster care systems have far less scrutiny of placement homes and are frequently used for the payouts. Foster care agencies can keep children in their rotation for longer periods of time than they shold because it keeps their income up.
If there was a home lined up, it would be preferable to dropping her into the "System" for sure.
Hey everyone, let's play a game. It's called "What is Boo Feeling?" Better yet, "Who Does Boo Wanna Kill?". Depression is starting to settle in, along with anger and finally acceptance. Why would you even tell someone you wanna keep your baby and raise her, when in all reality, you don't? Why would you let someone post journal entries about how much they love you,...
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leena1:
i hope everything works out for the best *hugz*
mega:
How ya doing??
i'm sorry to hear yer baby is having troubles
conrats on yer anniversary w/ yer husband
the pink hair is really cute... pink with turquoise would be hott
hmm, fave 80's song... i dont even know where to start! there are so many that i love!! i will name one, one that ive heard most recently: "The Promise" by When In Rome.
that song is so fuckin' GOOD!!! i heard it recently cause it plays during the end credits of napolean dynamite...
blah, blah, blah... the end.
p.s. did u smoke at all when u were pregnant? im just curious... peace.