My husband is gone....and my ♥ is broken......
1.) Yesterday was my last night with my husband. We spent the entire day together tho, so it was good. We had sex on the floor of the bathroom @ his mum's house. Thats where I'm staying, btw. We were laying on the couch and I just started bawling cos I didn't want him to leave, and he looked like he was about to cry too. We went to Wally-mart before I hadda drop him off, and we got another air matress (for me), some minutemaid fruit punch capri sun wannabes, the hottest Barbie nightlight (it has a silhouette of an old fashioned barbie head, and it projects the word "Barbie" on the wall), a mountain dew and.......I made him walk down the toy aisle with me and I saw a Patty O'Green stuffed animal (thats the chik w/ green hair from Rainbow Brite) and I was like "me wants!" but I wasn't expecting to get it. And he was like "well I can get it for you for Valentines day", and I was like "You won't be here for Valentines day " and he said "Well then I'll get it for you now." So I have a new stuffed animal. WEE! I would have rathered him stay home and not get me anything, but no. I miss him retardedly already. The producer said they may only be there for 3 weeks; thats still too much for me. I ♥ that boy so much.
2.) I Have been smoking the BEST weed since I started staying here. Oh my god, it's wonderful, I adore it. It doesn't make me stupid, it makes me feel pseudo-euphoric. It's awesome. And RHiannon likes it too. NO you fuckheads, I didn't get my daughter high. Ya know how babies can sense when you're pissed or upset, and it makes em cry too? Well last night I was SO high, and she started crying for food and I fed her, and burped her, and she didn't cry hardly at all. She was so well behaved for once, and i think it was b/c she could sense I was chill. You can call me a bad mother all you want, but I hafta take sole responsibility for this kid all month, I need something to prevent me from shooting myself. Meh.
3.) There are SO many animals at this house. 3 cats (including our kitty, Rex), and 4 doggies. Rex is NOT happy. He's hissed and swatted at every animal here. However, he's being behaved at the moment.
4.) I gauged my ears! They're 0's now, FINALLY. And it wasn't that painful either. Woohoo! Rob gauged his ears to a 4, and they look really nifty. He spent 20 some odd $ on each earring. He must have been on drugs. hehe. For as much as he spent the night we rolled out to get new body jewlery, he may as well have gotten an industrial done and just bought some acrylic 4's. My rings were fucking $5 a piece. LOL. Fucking NO! I only have 2 rubber bands left on these earrings. The rubber bands like to fall off and get lost. ERG.
5.) I've been hurting my eyebrows lately. Rather badly. They're 14g captive beads. They poke out. They're just BEGGING to be yoinked. Ugh, they hate me.
6.) We got kicked out of our roomates house! LOL. Which is why I'm staying @ Rob's mum's place. basically Rob and I were getting ready for a Dr's apt. and his drummer's woman came out bitchin at us. And Rob goes "So, did you show Shaun the pix of you and that 15 yr old dude making out?" And she almost started crying. LOL. So she called Shaun and told on Rob, and Rob got a nasty call. Rob apologized, saying it wasn't his business, but it turns out Shaun didn't know about those pix. LOL. So yea, we moved out.
7.) Oh my GOD. Rob just called and told me they might not have a place to stay. They were SUPPOSED to stay @ the studio, now they're not sure if they can or not. This is bullshit. If anyone is in the Long Island/Westbury area, please go save my husband & his band. BLEGH.
QUESTIONS BITCH!
1.) What is your weapon of choice?
A fire extinguisher, motherfucker! I always threaten people with fire extinguishers. It's funny. "I'm gonna bash that fucker with a damn fire extinguisher! RAAAAAWR!"
2.) Who do you miss more than anyone in the world?
Mr. Dixxon. That ridiculous husband needs to come home.
3.) Has anyone seen "Saw"? It's coming out on DVD here soon, should I buy it?
Probably not, cos I'm going to be a poor motherfucker here pretty soon. Ugh.
1.) Yesterday was my last night with my husband. We spent the entire day together tho, so it was good. We had sex on the floor of the bathroom @ his mum's house. Thats where I'm staying, btw. We were laying on the couch and I just started bawling cos I didn't want him to leave, and he looked like he was about to cry too. We went to Wally-mart before I hadda drop him off, and we got another air matress (for me), some minutemaid fruit punch capri sun wannabes, the hottest Barbie nightlight (it has a silhouette of an old fashioned barbie head, and it projects the word "Barbie" on the wall), a mountain dew and.......I made him walk down the toy aisle with me and I saw a Patty O'Green stuffed animal (thats the chik w/ green hair from Rainbow Brite) and I was like "me wants!" but I wasn't expecting to get it. And he was like "well I can get it for you for Valentines day", and I was like "You won't be here for Valentines day " and he said "Well then I'll get it for you now." So I have a new stuffed animal. WEE! I would have rathered him stay home and not get me anything, but no. I miss him retardedly already. The producer said they may only be there for 3 weeks; thats still too much for me. I ♥ that boy so much.
2.) I Have been smoking the BEST weed since I started staying here. Oh my god, it's wonderful, I adore it. It doesn't make me stupid, it makes me feel pseudo-euphoric. It's awesome. And RHiannon likes it too. NO you fuckheads, I didn't get my daughter high. Ya know how babies can sense when you're pissed or upset, and it makes em cry too? Well last night I was SO high, and she started crying for food and I fed her, and burped her, and she didn't cry hardly at all. She was so well behaved for once, and i think it was b/c she could sense I was chill. You can call me a bad mother all you want, but I hafta take sole responsibility for this kid all month, I need something to prevent me from shooting myself. Meh.
3.) There are SO many animals at this house. 3 cats (including our kitty, Rex), and 4 doggies. Rex is NOT happy. He's hissed and swatted at every animal here. However, he's being behaved at the moment.
4.) I gauged my ears! They're 0's now, FINALLY. And it wasn't that painful either. Woohoo! Rob gauged his ears to a 4, and they look really nifty. He spent 20 some odd $ on each earring. He must have been on drugs. hehe. For as much as he spent the night we rolled out to get new body jewlery, he may as well have gotten an industrial done and just bought some acrylic 4's. My rings were fucking $5 a piece. LOL. Fucking NO! I only have 2 rubber bands left on these earrings. The rubber bands like to fall off and get lost. ERG.
5.) I've been hurting my eyebrows lately. Rather badly. They're 14g captive beads. They poke out. They're just BEGGING to be yoinked. Ugh, they hate me.
6.) We got kicked out of our roomates house! LOL. Which is why I'm staying @ Rob's mum's place. basically Rob and I were getting ready for a Dr's apt. and his drummer's woman came out bitchin at us. And Rob goes "So, did you show Shaun the pix of you and that 15 yr old dude making out?" And she almost started crying. LOL. So she called Shaun and told on Rob, and Rob got a nasty call. Rob apologized, saying it wasn't his business, but it turns out Shaun didn't know about those pix. LOL. So yea, we moved out.
7.) Oh my GOD. Rob just called and told me they might not have a place to stay. They were SUPPOSED to stay @ the studio, now they're not sure if they can or not. This is bullshit. If anyone is in the Long Island/Westbury area, please go save my husband & his band. BLEGH.
QUESTIONS BITCH!
1.) What is your weapon of choice?
A fire extinguisher, motherfucker! I always threaten people with fire extinguishers. It's funny. "I'm gonna bash that fucker with a damn fire extinguisher! RAAAAAWR!"
2.) Who do you miss more than anyone in the world?
Mr. Dixxon. That ridiculous husband needs to come home.
3.) Has anyone seen "Saw"? It's coming out on DVD here soon, should I buy it?
Probably not, cos I'm going to be a poor motherfucker here pretty soon. Ugh.
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