well I'm home. and im not so sad. Alot of hurtful things were said last night before I left. but i dont think i really miss him. He left a message on my phone last night. he wasnt talking to me, it was just him talking in the background about him being fucked up on xanax. So obviously he's back to being self destructive and I dont hafta worry about killing him.....he's back to being capable of doing it himself. ::le sigh:: Im going back to skool tho. I'm taking 3 classes so that should occupy my time. So whilst Rob is out til 3 am being fucked up I'll be making damn sure that I dont end out like him when I'm 31. I'm going to start going to therapy again, and get back on my drugs. lol. and Im gonna scout for a job, and maybe get a credit card, and live happily ever after, and get duckies!!!!! I like duckies, and I want one or two or three. ok, well send me love, keep me happy.....lol.
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thanks thoguh for at least writing me in my time of crisis the other week your sortof teh only person that did really.
I know your birthday aint till november but i wanan get you somethgn ,,i wont have alot of money only like 150 dollars but umm what would you like?I'm asking this now so i have time to shop aound for it ,,no i wont ship booze or drugs or my gun htugh ive tried to ship these thigs before and only got in trouble with US customs office. but if there is a peice of clothign or jewelry or maybe liek a gift card to vitorias secret or hot topic, I'll oblige , ive given the gift certificates before and people usually liek them csaue tehn wel they get to slect specifically what they want from that store .
Umm i'm talking too much now but anyways i hope the rest of your day goes well
your pal always
Todd