bonnieblu

I think i must be a really really young soul.

I get so confused by people and the things they say, there actions. I used to have huge problems when i was younger about having a really thin skin, i was raised around too much love. Meaning also too much fake confidence, maybe. Then i met someone who played with that and twisted me to see i wasn't worthy of all this confidence. So now i have no idea who, what or where i am in this life. I try to go on my merry way and just deal with whatever comes up.

Over the last few months i've started doing my hair a certain way. I love hair, i love different hair styles and designs. My hair just on it's own, flat and long bores me to tears. I will always put it up. I just have straight boring flat hair. So i started to tease it, lotsa hairspray and had fun! Some backcombing and i really like it.



New Years Eve (it's a bit higher now that it's a little longer)

My best friend usually is a person who inspires and just accepts people no matter what. Last night though she made a comment that it looks good just down. And she said it in a way that meant it looks better and this was a good choice. But you know what, it really hurt. I've ahd so many positive comments about my hair. But honestly, i dont care what people say because it makes me feel good. I know my friends don't really like it but i just really don't care. It makes me feel good.

I'm pretty sure i'm getting my period soon, that's not helping matters.

Anyways. Fuck them.
Fuck them all.