boneshaker

I took my nostril piercings out earlier, my nose looks a bit bruised now. but I've taken it out 'cause my desk in next to the area manager's & I keep getting the feeling he doesn't like my unprofessional appearance. not that it matters what he thinks, I just don't want to draw attention to myself at the moment - especially as I am completely inept.

the new job role isn't going so well - everyone else on my team says the job is easy, but I'm finding it so hard. there are so many calculations & my head is spinning. I am pretty sure that I am plain stupid. it's probably 'cause I haven't found my feet at the moment.

other than that, I am listening to an awful lot of Johnny Cash & meeting many crazy people on public transport.