bonebroke

Does anyone else believe in the idea of losing one's mojo? Throughout the last few years of my life, I can't help but thinking about the Austin Powers movie where this happens. For months and months I will be in a funk, and want nothing to do with females...and they certainly want nothing to do with me. But then...it's like someone injects me with a hot dose of mojo and BAM...I'm Brad Pitt or some shit. I go from 0 girls, to multiple girls in the picture. Don't get me wrong, I'm far from a playa...I just mean that I find myself in weird situations. Single girls, crazy girls with boyfriends, girls who want me to swing with them, porn stars, even dudes (i am not interested in men, not that there's anything wrong with that)...and this is just over the course of 2 weeks. I like to consider myself a pretty normal guy...and I do like the attention to a certain point. But, should I indulge in all of this debauchery while I can and not care about the emptiness and shitstorm that it surely will bring? Or should I continue to avoid this in persuit of something that actually matters? I guess what I am really worried about is getting a bad rep...and possibly missing out on a great situation because of it. Although, I always seem to have flase stories circulating about me anyway. I cant win