I'm really lame.
For real.
Sometimes in pep band, when the other team is sucking major ass, we all chant 'laaame, laame, laaaaaame, laaaaame.'
I hear that in my head whenever I look in a mirror or listen to myself talk.
I look at my face and my feet and my tummy and my ears and my hair and my eyebrows and I just feel like a poser or a loser or some cow.
Ughhh... sometimes I just get tired of being me and want to shed my skin like a snakey snake. I just want to scratch me right off of me.
I am not making any sense right now and I hate writing journals that are not upbeat, but I am really not feeling like smiling right now.
Wow. This is a lot different from my last journal entry.
What do you do to get over the lonely, self hating blues?
For real.
Sometimes in pep band, when the other team is sucking major ass, we all chant 'laaame, laame, laaaaaame, laaaaame.'
I hear that in my head whenever I look in a mirror or listen to myself talk.
I look at my face and my feet and my tummy and my ears and my hair and my eyebrows and I just feel like a poser or a loser or some cow.
Ughhh... sometimes I just get tired of being me and want to shed my skin like a snakey snake. I just want to scratch me right off of me.
I am not making any sense right now and I hate writing journals that are not upbeat, but I am really not feeling like smiling right now.
Wow. This is a lot different from my last journal entry.
What do you do to get over the lonely, self hating blues?
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Not all at the same time. Especially the middle two.
I honestly don't know what I do to feel better, Once I realized that everything passes eventually, it's almost like it never happened. . . Yeah I sound crazy.
Sometims when I'm blue I just listen to some music (STEEEVEEE VAI!!!) and drink some coffee.
Man I suck