boigold09

I guess I have grown up... brighten up as a individual I mean I feel like that's what my life consists of. Bettering myself or at least trying too and reaching for happiness or what makes me happy for that matter so that I can live in bliss and all that good stuff. (Cause life can be stressful at times no matter if your rich or poor in good health or even dying) which is kinda hard to be honest. You can only love yourself soooo much that you start feeling like something is missing like you can't fully be complete as a person be complete as man at that. Maybe 🤔 the 🌎 world🌍 🌏 was made for 2 👨🌳👩 on some adam and Eve type shit. Being alone...🤔well feeling alone better said cause no one is really ever alone there's always someone around *cough.. *cough (social media) as for them actually being there for u 🤷♂️ who fuckin knows people👬👫👭👪👨👩👦👨👩👧👨👩👦👦👨👩👧👧👩👩👦👦👩👩👧👦👩👩👦👨👨👦👦👨👦👦👨👧👦👨👧👧 have their own agenda and I've always been told 🗣️you can't love others if you don't love your self and when that occurs I'm selfish or self-centered or I'm too into myself. Shit I've even been told I'm cocky🐓. I'm like why wouldn't I be?!?! No one is going to love me like I love myself 👑but loving yourself does get boring 😴that I need someone real to do it for me. To have someone real well that's the thing so far it's only me myself and I 👑. Who's really going to love me for the cock I can be cause my love is Gold 💛 I don't give it out like lose change one has to earn it. it's gonna take more than a cute face some juicy tits 🍈🍈 a nice 🍑round ass and a warm wet hole to penetrate my dick in. Which I've noticed 👁️ now a days people are really drawn in and infatuated with appearances and material things. Me I don't follow trends nor have . I'm on my own truth and have been