bohogirl

Without music, life would be a mistake.
Friedrich Nietzsche
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Well well well... it looks like I haven't gone completely insane (yet).

Let me back up... I've always had a really nice balance of masculine and feminine traits. I was a total tomboy growing up, but also had a very girly side. Both kind of extreme, but between two extremes, you strike a balance
However, I've noticed that I've been turning into a total girl lately. At first, I thought it was my hormones - I am, after all, almost to my peak years... But then it started getting worse and worse and worse... I mean, we are talking 'pink', 'frilly clothes', 'canopy over the bed' bad... not to mention that my power tools have not been used in months and that I often ponder why in the world did I do all my own home repairs, why'd I want to tile the kitchen myself, why...

Anyhow, I'm at my acupuncturist's today and she starts asking me all these questions about my behaviors, responses, blah, blah, blah. Seems kind of odd, but ok. And then, of course, she asks a select question or two and I start to giggle. Giggle!!! Like a giggly girl!
So, long story short(er), because the injuries on my left side are much more severe, my right side kind of took over and is doing much more work and, hence, being extremely active; in chinese medicine, your right side is your jin side - your feminine.
Apparently, she's never seen one as active as mine, so she was wondering if it was actually affecting my behavior.

I begged her to sedate it a little bit before I paint my room pink and start putting little bows in my hair... but, unfortunatelly, I will just have to ride it out because my left side is not anywhere near ready to start taking some of the responsibility for bodily functions.
(funny... kind of like the stereotype - male letting the female take care of him and not taking any responsibility!)

OK, I guess I'll go do my nails and something... or something else.