I have of late it seems, I know not where, lost all my mirth.Why do I put myself through it, the chance of a better life perhaps, the things i want with no threst of them ever being taken away. i least I can say I lived a life that destroyed the mundane, seeing times that would make the boring fucks weep and wonder, I have climed to dizzying highs and countered terrible low. We all have mountains to climb, what makes them bearable is the companions with you and strong shoulders. Wev all been vrought up to believe wel be movie stars and millionaires, but were not and were very very pissed off about it 
i think i may have also...