boardbodhi

long day between work gym and jiu jitsu... still don't feel satisfied, ran hard on only 5 hours sleep. I like jiu jitsu alot. feel so fuckin shot right now feel aloof too, somthing it bothering m I dont know wtf it is.... felt good until yesterday...wt
anyways sigh, dont know where to go still feeling for direction feel like im creeping through the dark or something. I try to go it alone but thats the only place I keep ending up, alone. fuck I feel mixed up, dont know what to do cant quite re-orientate myself baby
need levity
and a shower..
peace and love all