How hard is it to be happy? I surround myself around positive people and loving friends, but now that seems to be gone. Not that it's completely gone, it's just that they all seem to push their energy into other things. Boyfriends, girlfriends, and other romantic adventures that they may have has taken the place of me in some ways. Now instead of calling me up to go and have a beer, or even a night out on the town, they want to do things with other couples. I love and adore being around my friends, but that seems to be slipping away and falling farther from my grasp. The friends that I have that are still single only want to do the same fucking things; go to the bar, get fucked up, and hope they get laid. It's really hard to be around them when they want to go out (I fucking hate being the nice guy), because that's all they ever want to do. My other single friend, well she has a thing for me and I don't feel the same way. So that's just a bunch of drama when ever I hang with her, and drama is not happy. It feels like starting over again, and that is one of the hardest things to do.
Well thats enough of my bitching. Not that anyone really fucking cares. I just need to get it out of my system, so fuck it.
Well thats enough of my bitching. Not that anyone really fucking cares. I just need to get it out of my system, so fuck it.
the couples hanging with couples thing sucks. When my days off roll around, all i want to do is get AWAY from mah mayun.
I see him enough monday through friday. It's like a second job, really!
I hope you feel better love!