Wednesday Feb 11, 2004

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I am in a gloomy mood lately, possibly due to the approach of valentines day and the decline in the weather. I've been listening to a lot of gloomy music, which isn't helping the situation. But I don't know, sometimes isn't it fun to relish your own depression? Sorta reminds me of 8th grade and makes me want to put on some purple lipstick...

I might get a third job soon, which would give me some much needed cash and possibly a way to meet new people. It would be at the Flying Biscuit, which has famously attractive servers, so thats exciting. If I don't get a job soon I won't have enough to stay this summer, so I really need to start working on that. Any ideas, ATL people?

Also, my ex got his teeth knocked out by a drunk friend. I've been bringing him ice cream and soup, but I still feel terrible for him. Poor kid.

Thats all for now, see some of you on Thursday night!

-Blush

Song*of*the*day- Belle and Sebastian I don't love anyone

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veganjihad:
i dont think caring is so much a neccisary evil, as much as just neccisary.... like, it would be really awsome to be open and vulnerale to a girl.... but its just usally a void filled with pain... fuckk this pain...
longblackbangs:
Just think how fun it would be to get your knee checked out there! tongue

i could come out with healthy knees and a kick-ass case of "scurvy". Then you could help nurse me back to health...i'm teliin' ya it's a win-win situation. wink

and you are totally right. it is fun to relish your own depression. i mean i'd rather be happy, but if i can't be that i want to feel something. if you put it in the right light V Day can be a great day for us kids that feel good about feeling bad. And on the Mr. Oberst note, although it may be a little cliche, you should play "February Fifteenth" betwixt sips of soy milk. I, myself, will ceremoniously play it after polishing off the merlot.

into this song, i send myself and with these drinks i plan to collapse and forget...

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